I really like it when people get the point and I don't have to waste my breathe explaining , oh well ( Read more... )

"Have you ever thought seriously about your life, I mean all joking aside, really focused on what it is and where it is you want to be. I have and the more I do it the more I find myself needing to escape that reality. I'm never going to see myself in lights or happy, for that matter. I'm going to do like all good boys and girls and get maried, out ( Read more... )

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but it seems i was doing both and at the same time. I usually would be somewhat embarrassed, but really if you can't pass- gas in yoga where can you. I am so silly , actually elated (?) to be nearly done with all of this I just have to pass my child psych and everything will be going according to plan ( but it seems that the teacher for that is an ( Read more... )

when you do 'naughty' you can not expect great endings. Nothing, gross or pysical , just more emotional trauma. I hate, I say I hate ( in my foghorn Leghorn voice) boys. I'm going gay. That's right I now declare myself a lesbian!!!!!! I can't say I'll marry a woman, but I can definitely say I'm never marrying a man , so really what else is there, ( Read more... )

So it seems I did something fairly naughty this Monday when I went home, that's right I went home for exactly one day. I wish I could have stayed longer, I mean who could leave the rain and wind and accindenst, it's so lovely in the summer. But, seriously it was nice and I enjoyed lying in my own bed for once, though the bed at my apartment is my ( Read more... )

If anyone asked me how I felt about the dentist right this moment, I'd burst into tears. It seems recently a phantom pain has appeared and I can't eat, slepp, or talk without wanting to inflict insta-harm on myself and others. I just wish I had some ice cream , it makes eveerything fell oh-so-good. SO, I definitely will be coming home in about a ( Read more... )

I just witnessed one of the most patronizing movies, I have seen in a long time. So, it's topic was on Blakc speech patterns and everyone that spoke was an "educated' white man, and every subject used was a cousin of mine, no seriously they were just southern black peple in remote towns, but it sucked because, they made them speak, like thye were ( Read more... )

I've decided that when my insomnia is this bad I will just result to listing out my issues, problems, complaints, or just observations ,have you, of my life and/or day ( Read more... )

I am becoming so emotionally unavailable and I don't see anything wrong with that ( Read more... )