Ugh....

Oct 14, 2004 18:56

IN a basic nut shell, I had a panic attack this morning. Not that it's a big surprise, because with the way I have been feeling lately, it was only a matter of time. It all started yesterday, when I just felt horrible. All I wanted to do was go home and sleep. I feel so lost. Trapped is even a better term. There's no way out. I'm stuck in a ( Read more... )

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Hi, Dasha! Just me.... anonymous October 15 2004, 01:13:05 UTC
The church choir might be a good idea. Could I give you a safe risk? Why not ask for large print to sing with, or better yet, some sort of full page magnifier? I've seen those. They really help matters. There's no reason accommodations couldn't be made if you wanted to sing in the choir. The best place to meet people who do really care is in church. School is a melting pot at best and a testing ground most of the time.

Being tested - or more likely, being bombarded by life in general and feeling helpless - is NOT a sign that God hates you. It's a clue that He wants you to trust in Him. His answers to your prayers may not be what you expect, and sometimes we have to wait on Him until things fall into place. Sometimes things do not happen in the way we expect because He changes us in ways we don't see in the short run. All we can do is trust Him. Keep letting me know how you are. I do care.

Sinful Elizabeth

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Hey... am21cards84 October 15 2004, 01:16:21 UTC
Sorry you had a sucky day today :(

I would have said hi or asked you what was wrong, but you were already upset, and I didn't want to make you worse by asking the obvious question of "what's wrong" so i didn't say anything...

Hope your feeling better.

I'd suggest talking to Father Steve, like you did the other day.
I'm sure he'll give you some type of advice. :)
But if you're not up to it, thats ok too...

Peace!
Later!
~Am~

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Have I Told yOu Lately That I love You? kerrisayshi October 15 2004, 01:22:49 UTC
No, so I will now. I love you. Do you know that i've often considered you the big sister I don't have? Again, I love you.

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