i suppose i treat this journal more as a diary, but that's kool cuz people like readin other people's diaries i hear:) Well...i've been doing lots of helpful thinking(mainly about things my mom tells me to consider to help me). I have been extremely lonely the past 12 months or more. For days at a time, i would have "distractions"/people that ( Read more... )

Life is very complex isn't it? Why though? Is it because we made it that way? I think that's it, but i can't say for sure. It just seems to me that we are so focused on the superficial. As teens, our lives are focused on drama, looks, victories, and achievements. As a Christian though, i am learning that those reasons aren't what my life was meant ( Read more... )

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i'm recappin on my past few posts. As i was "recappin" i realized that not much has changed. Which really bums be out. My parents are worse, my aunt is doing aweful(but she is alive), and everything is still falling apart because nothing is getting better. Yet, i do have a few good college friends whom i got to see over the break like casy, alex, ( Read more... )

My break has been filled with drastic up's and down's. The downs occur at home and the ups occur outside of the home. Although, it's been a lot better lately. I met this amazing guy named Andy and were dating now. He makes my days sooooooooo much better. For a while now i've been in a sad mood, but then Andy came into the picture and i'm truely ( Read more... )

Christmas...was good n bad(story of my life). Heather surprised me with a visit!!!! That was the highlight. Things are great outside of the home. In the home it's another story. God is awesome! No question there. I am still the most blessed person alive. Things are hard for me right now, but someday it'll be better and solved.
Truely blessed

I'm not able to sleep in much anymore. I thinking i need to start working harder in my life at everything. I was disappointed with my grades this year. My goal is A's. No more settling for B's. If i get a B and i tried hard that is fine, but next semester i am gonna be striving for A's. I don't want to let my life be rated as B. I want a life that ( Read more... )

renewed hope lifts your spirits unlike anything else! Something that gives you a window of hope. A word that speaks the truth! GOD IS AMAZING! Thanks Casy, you have given me hope today by just being who you are!
Truely blessed

It's God, All God that keeps me going. I wouldn't be who i am without him. I definantly wouldn't be doing this well under these circumstances. I would have given up without him to hold me up.Okay well i better go get ready for the day. It's a beautiful christmas season! Hope you all have a great day!
Truely blessed

My wish list this year is unlike any other i ever thought i would create. I want my troubles to go away. I want an escape. I want a secret hope to become reality. I want peace. I want to be loved. I want to be adored for who i really am at heart. I want God to show himself to me again soon. I want to be his girl to the extreme. I want to be happy ( Read more... )