jesse and i didn't hang out today. we ditched one another equally. in fact, i bet he was planning to ditch me while i was planning to ditch him during the plan making process. isn't that wierd? aren't i wierd
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yesterday i skipped work. i didn't call or anything. and today they called me. i answered hoping to be fired but instead my boss gave me more hours. i cannot get rid of this job and that makes me sad like brokeback mountain.
i have a crush one no one. or, well, everyone. it feels wonderful and dizzy. like sips of wine for breakfast. my new years resolution: never let myself feel down. i'll let boys into my life, under the condition that they will never ever try to get between me and my love for myself. farwell downer-relationships!!! hello heathens!!!
my birthday is in an hour! i will be 18! also, i switched my livejournal to russian. i can no longer understand it. but, i can sound it out because that is what we've learned in the two months i've been in russian. letters!