Things are going pretty well. I recently started listening to Dream Theater's "Falling Into Infinity" after a little DT Hiatus. What an incredible album. It just blows me away, the solo on Peruvian Skies is so excellent I melt when I hear it. Kinda lame, I know. Whatever. Also, the Black Mages play some damn decent Japanese power metal. I say you ( Read more... )

I'm not leaving!

Damn. They want me to pack up and leave by this weekend. That is a bummer. I think I'm going to drop AP English because it is just too far beyond me. And I haven't done any of the summer work so it kinda works out. But I guess it really doesn't matter if I'm leaving, right? But fuck that, If they want me to pack, I will. And then I'll go and live ( Read more... )

It'll be interesting to see if I can pull this off. Absolutely no freedom or privacy in exchange for my staying in dexter. Does it really mean that much to me? In a way I don't care if I go or stay but another part of me sees 3 things worth staying for. 1.Friends 2.Music 3.A Girl. Well, I hope everything works out for me, I guess we'll see.

It's interesting how much I think about suicide. It seemes like that's the one way of showing everybody. Problem is, it's such a copout. Sure, I'd show everybody, but I'd also be dead. At least all of this fucking bullshit would be over. I can't deal with this constant bombardent.If my parents want to send me to live with my dad, fine. I really don ( Read more... )

Ah man. It'll be a good day when we graduate, but also a sad one. As for now I really can't complain. I only have two hard classes, one of which kicks my ass everyday. So I'm not going to the Caymans with Jon because my parents are assholes, simple as that. But I'll get to see Natalie more, which is good since I really haven't seen her for at least ( Read more... )

What's new in life? A lot of things. I'm grounded for about two weeks because my parents found out about my "secret life" by listening to a few phone conversations. So now that's all on the table, they think I should see a therapist and they also think I should be drug tested. Today was the first day of school and it was very surreal being back at ( Read more... )

Wow man. I haven't written in here forever.forever.for ev ver.But looking at the xanga thing today made me realize that this thing is better because theres too many 13 year old bitches complaining on there. I need to party man. I have all this pent up energy and I just need to get out and go wild. Don't get me wrong, in a way I party every day, but ( Read more... )

fuck

stoned as phoned