*keeping emotions in check...i hope*
well, according to someone i haven't spoken to since july, over half my friends say i have changed and for the worst. but since she only sees people i was friends with in high school, i think that is a load of crap. because the people i was friends with in high school can mostly fuck off since not a damn one of them bothered to try and stay friends. no one emailed, called, or anything. in fact, like maybe four people even came to my graduation party from the high school. i don't even see these people, so how they would know me to know if i changed or not is a mystery to me. i don't care really.
notice to people i knew in high school:
if we don't talk anymore and you haven't even tried to keep up with me, we are not friends. i am making it official right now. because you are the ones saying shit about me. and another thing, you do not know me at all to know if i have changed. so goodbye and have a nice day to all of you. i am over you because you are catty catty fucks and i am tired of you hurting me. i do not deserve it and i will not tolerate it.
Girls day out was nice but i am disappointed in SWIC and glad i will be leaving there as soon as possible. there is nothing they can do about cuntastic except give her suggestions on how to grade better. oh and "she is usually so vivacious and fun". oh yeah and the head of the english department when told of the comment cuntastic made about how people that had to take lower englishes are better because people who test in only know how to edit, agreed. i can not deal with such illogical trifle as these people. honestly, the people who had to take lower classes couldn't EVEN edit is how they should take it, because that is logical and not a bunch of shit. i hate about SWIC that in every class but my psych one, stupid people are favored and catered to. i believe a university will be better. lord i hope so, at least. because i can't take any more of it. i really and truly cannot!
I saw Sweet Rachel Straube in the hall today, and she told me she has a picture of us from the last day of school she is going to send with her sister to psych class. I miss her. She is sass. I also saw, but didn't get to talk to Kynda Buck and Nicole Wilhelm. They were on their way to class in a hurry. they waved and such as did i. i saw aj zipprich and andy frierichs with rachel, but i had to run so i just said hi to them.
God i still feel hurt about these fucking friends who said this. i wish i knew exactly who said it so i could hate them forever.
Stefoni may get me a real date with a cute punk rock boy. aw. i am excited because i never get to go on real dates because boys just want to use me for make outs. i like make outs but i do not like usery.
<3
Kirch
notice to people i knew in high school:
if we don't talk anymore and you haven't even tried to keep up with me, we are not friends. i am making it official right now. because you are the ones saying shit about me. and another thing, you do not know me at all to know if i have changed. so goodbye and have a nice day to all of you. i am over you because you are catty catty fucks and i am tired of you hurting me. i do not deserve it and i will not tolerate it.
Girls day out was nice but i am disappointed in SWIC and glad i will be leaving there as soon as possible. there is nothing they can do about cuntastic except give her suggestions on how to grade better. oh and "she is usually so vivacious and fun". oh yeah and the head of the english department when told of the comment cuntastic made about how people that had to take lower englishes are better because people who test in only know how to edit, agreed. i can not deal with such illogical trifle as these people. honestly, the people who had to take lower classes couldn't EVEN edit is how they should take it, because that is logical and not a bunch of shit. i hate about SWIC that in every class but my psych one, stupid people are favored and catered to. i believe a university will be better. lord i hope so, at least. because i can't take any more of it. i really and truly cannot!
I saw Sweet Rachel Straube in the hall today, and she told me she has a picture of us from the last day of school she is going to send with her sister to psych class. I miss her. She is sass. I also saw, but didn't get to talk to Kynda Buck and Nicole Wilhelm. They were on their way to class in a hurry. they waved and such as did i. i saw aj zipprich and andy frierichs with rachel, but i had to run so i just said hi to them.
God i still feel hurt about these fucking friends who said this. i wish i knew exactly who said it so i could hate them forever.
Stefoni may get me a real date with a cute punk rock boy. aw. i am excited because i never get to go on real dates because boys just want to use me for make outs. i like make outs but i do not like usery.
<3
Kirch