ONE OF MY ROLE MODELS:
Alone
I want to be by myself, sometimes I do.
I don't want to be left behind, but sometimes I'm left by you.
I press my tongue to the top of my mouth,
Cause my jaw, was tired from the thinking.
And I stretched my toes to the end of the couch,
'Cause my back, it was aching from sleeping.
So what is this weather, and what is this darkness,
And why do I feel so alone?
And when will it snow, it's been raining for hours,
And why do I feel so alone?
And when I'm left at home, when you're with someone else I'm all alone.
You do not cheat me of my childhood.
You bring me blankets for the walls of my forts.
There is no anger with the eyebrow raised.
When you do the fantastic I am amazed.
So what is this weather, and what is this darkness,
And why do I feel so alone?
When will it snow, it's been raining for hours,
And why do I feel so alone?
You were leaving some bar, and you're coming downtown,
You're not ripping out stitches, but you want me around.
Just to call you my love, just to call you my love.
You are the treasure custodian cleaning the moon for me.
Scouring the sky so the stars would shine bright.
You stand straight-faced, and tip-toed on top of a ladder,
And I, I wait, and I, I wait, and I, I wait.
And when I'm left at home, I'm all alone
But I'd rather be alone with you.
So what is this weather, and what is this darkness,
And why do I feel so alone?
When will it snow, it's been raining for hours,
And why do I feel so alone?
Oh, why do I feel so alone?
The way it really is
i kept talking to myself
i had to get the words out of my head (so i did)
you barely said a thing
you kind of heard me out and then you said (you said)
you're crazy, why do you keep doing this?
everything is fine
then i think i'm crazy, i do this all the time
until i start to think that nothing's even wrong
maybe i am hiding in my own confusion
maybe we're just a picture in my head
maybe what if it could be the way i wish it really was
maybe i don't wanna see it, the way it really is
sometimes your intentions are totally impossible to read
what does that mean?
sometimes even i have no idea what i need
i wish i did
i'm crazy, why do i keep doing this?
everything is fine
then you think i'm crazy, i do this all the time
until i start to think that something's really wrong
maybe i am hiding in my own confusion
maybe we're just a picture in my head
maybe what if it could be the way i wish it really was
maybe i don't wanna see it, the way it really is
looking out my window at the big blue sky
lazy sun is shining and so i run outside
to look for you, i look for you
and then it starts to rain
maybe i am.. is that the way it really is?
maybe we're just... a picture
maybe what if it could be the way i wish it really was
maybe i don't wanna see it, the way it really is
maybe i am hiding in my own confusion
maybe we're just a picture in my head
maybe what if it could be the way i wish it really was
maybe i don't wanna see it, the way it really is
maybe i am hiding in my own confusion
maybe we're just a picture in my head
maybe what if it could be the way i wish it really was
maybe i don't wanna see it
maybe i don't wanna see it
maybe i don't wanna see it
the way it really is (the way it really is)
the way it really is (the way it really is)
the way it really is
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K...then you of course don't want to see my pics, but I will put them anyway.
before:
after kirch coloring:
