This morning's dream was really super cool. Jay and I were living on a remote island with dinosaurs and giant man-driven robots. We were hangin' out in rope tree houses for a little while but then I found a little hut right on da beach ( Read more... )

I have been so up and down lately. If I am not crying, I am totally going a mile a minute and enjoying it. But I hate living this way. I hate never knowing if the day will be good or bad or if something simple will set me off and I won't be able to stop myself from thinking in circles for the next three hours ( Read more... )

Today I got a job offer that I've been waiting for for months!

But I can't take it because I am going on the road trip of my dreams in 7 weeks.

Shit.

I seem to have found myself in a situation/relationship that I totally resent because I haven't been communicating my feelings and have been too caught up in obligation to realize that I hate this even though I love them and they love me ( Read more... )

I spent much of my weekend sitting around, watching the sky and trying to get something accomplished. Didn't do too much but managed to work myself out of my slump a little at least.
The next two weeks will be as much free fun as possible. I am so lucky my rent is so cheap! or else I would be even more broke.
I think I found us a show!

Just gonna go to Mexico sooner ( Read more... )

Cramps for two days! Why? This never happens ( Read more... )

I get to jam today, which is nice. Sometimes I really don't feel like jamming but today I'm into it. However, it might be a tense situation. Drummer is kinda fed up with bassist on account of his negligence to send some riffs via internet in order for us (esp. drummer) to make progress in writing a new song. We've been jamming together, the three ( Read more... )

Self portrait of myself at 100-years-old.


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I am getting a head-cold and have been listening all morning to the jazz trio practicing in the backyard adjacent. My recent session of tattooing on my right arm is once again being attacked by my eczema that I only ever get in that particular spot and I am trying to not rip my arm off. It is so insanely itchy ( Read more... )