anyone know where i can have a ring reproduced from memory?  i think i finally lost my turquoise.  depressed am i.

it's been six months and if it weren't for the hilarious picture of you on the fridge i'd probably have to go up there and make God give you back.  watch out for me while i'm in the gorge. love you.

it's been an entire decade and it has only gotten worse.  i've slowly been going crazy over these past ten years; not crazy in some figurative sense.  i need mittens that cannot be taken off, not by me.  i need observation around the clock and can never ever be left alone.  i'm fine around people. nothing ever happens when someone is there.   ( Read more... )

1) a nameless girl in the library yesterday was almost hit with the apple i was holding 'cause she looked like her.  luckily Ann was standing between us and that was enough for me to realize it was just a random fifteen year old.

2) the New Car smell?  yeah. it's toxic.  the PBDE substances they use for flame retardants could cause problems in the ( Read more... )

mom's crying. but still cleaning the kitchen. dad told her the truth about conrad. not so much the truth, but the things that she refuses to see because she thinks they make her a failure. sometimes it just happens. it's not always a result of environment and it's definetely not her fault. fault probably isn't even a good word to use, since ( Read more... )

i hate my birthday, or more specifically, december 15, 2005.

don't worry, buddy, i'll find you when i leave here, too, and we can go hiking all the time.

so i'm going crazy, thinking about what to do. i'm completely torn and right as i'm saying so in my head, the mug i pick up splits right down the middle. there is not one chip of glass missing, the two halves fit perfectly. i lifted it and it just opens up and drops water all over me. it means nothing but it was weird.

i love getting my hopes up, nothing feels better.

LJ Interests meme results

1. bad mittens*:
   haha, sarah, we need to get on that!
2. chai lattes:
   i don't drink these anymore.
3. david shannon:
   i love his books, his paintings really make me happy.
4. frank zappa:
   what do you want me to say about this? he wouldn't let his drummer wear blotto's drummer's mask?
5. jazz:
   i'm not sure if i meant dance or the music.

heidi and jill bought a couple of kittens. heidi asked me if they should be named Mary Kate & Ashley or Tori Spelling & Jill Jr.

i told her that tori spelling likes dogs and that she needs to stop calling me at night with such ridiculous questions.