i'm scared. more like worried. but not regular worried, worried to death is more like it. like my stomach is in knots for half of the day. my daydreams are so depressing. don't ask what this is about. it's not something i'll discuss. not today, and not with you. maybe you though.

i know only my new year's eve will be dampered by this but i have some news. i think it's fairly safe to say that i'm not gonna be celebrating. sorry melissa and christian, i don't think i'll be there. and sorry davin i don't think i'll be celebrating your birthday that night, or going to the casino.

jersey was fun. didn't get to stay at beckah's the night before as was planned. dad felt that exceeding 8 hours in a car was unacceptable. all of my father's siblings were there(weird) and i ate myself mushy. or lumpy? which one was it ned ( Read more... )

I'm so scared.  No, really.  I must have told half a dozen people that I feel like I'm waiting for the results of a pregnancy test but it's much worse now.  I've just found a lump in my chest and the doctor just went on his 3-week vacation and brought my test results along for some poolside reading.  Christ!

.:22 electoral votes later:.

Well I am ( Read more... )

was anyone else glad to hear that ann coulter had pies thrown at her by a couple of college kids?  i was excited.  that lady had it coming.

anyone who doesn't support the library should be pied too.  cause if downtown closes then i'm sure some of their higher-ups are gonna shoo us outta lasalle since it's in the city charter that they can't close ( Read more... )

you guys hear Bush trying to talk last night?  at one point(i think it was around te time of the "mexed missages") i almost felt bad for him.  why doesn't that other half of the counrty see that he can't even answer a goddamn question?

guess what?!  i think my mom ordered me the Kitchenaid Artisan series 5-quart lime-greenish standing mixer i want ( Read more... )

well last night i saw joe's band play, finally. and luckily mike johnston had forgotten the name "sheidi." they were good, though i only heard four songs before i had to go. i felt bad leaving but i made joe, heidi and my dad some killer french toast this morning with my very own pecan-maple-butter syrup and fake sausage links for joe ( Read more... )

well i was booted from painting so i'm down to four classes ( Read more... )

heidi went to warped tour with joe s. today. those two hang out a lot. and neddy called him joe-something-or-other-strummer, which she thought was a combination of his name and his being a drummer. i think it serviced her well when i told her who joe strummer was, considering she's seeing a guy who obviously loves music and either john cusack or ( Read more... )

I made Davin sick!!! And i wasn't even really sick when i gave it to him! i feel so bad, especially since i'm still sick. and i have to work today at 3. this sucks. i'll just tell them i can't do anything but put books away and take care of inter-loans and stuff, cause i'd rather not endanger the patrons ( Read more... )