I cant take it.
Why is there so much fuckign boy drama?!?!?!
i feel like crying. im frustrated.. and confused. and
IT SUCKS FUCKIGN BALLS.

i just wanna go.

Hey, I thouht I would update.. its been a while ( Read more... )

Worst night ever.

ARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I want a smoke more than anythign right now....

I'm just dizzy with thoughts. I hate it!!!
ARHGDIGHSE:GNSKBNFCOW HNSHDNDO:HGDJGSB:

BASIC RECAP OF THE STUPID NIGHT I HAD:

I'm just so flustered, and i.. i give up! its like... Fuck!!!! Okay, so i mean, Aleisha (my best friend), like doesnt even talk to me anymore since ( Read more... )

Worst. Night. Ever ( Read more... )

Everybody believes in something and everybody, by virtue of the fact that they believe in something, use that something to support their own existence.
  - Frank Zappa

I need to lose weight before christmas ( Read more... )

I think.. well, I hope.. That I'm destined for greatness. I mean... I look in the magazines, and I see these people, and I think "That should be me". I know, its sounds stupid... but, I can't help it.

Okay, it probably sounds a bit pompous or whatever that I said "destined", but, I just hope, and pray, and ... want it so badly. So badly! Geeze. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm back from my smoke. And now im eating.
I have a mediocre buzz.
Fuck it. Man.. I'm depressed.
And, And I'm scared...
because I have a feeling im gunna become a smoker.. or start drinking.. because..
I cant help buut stare at the bottle of rum in my closet. Fuck.
Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck the diet.. Fuck sobriety. Fuck clean lungs.

Storm, cast me out.. So i can feel it in another way I won't talk about.

Oh... How retardely lame it is to be that pathetic girl alone in her room.. all the time.
Oh... How extremly pathetic it is to be that ridiculously lonley girl who lets it consume her.
Oh... How absolutley ridiculous it is to be sitting here typing this out.
Oh... How emo am i?

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