It's interesting how you can be sure of who you are, who you want to be, and who you are becoming. It's interesting how you can be so sure of someone else, who they want to be, and who they are becoming. Then one day you wake up and realize that you had no idea who they really were, and in return lost who you were. Thats the road that I am on ( Read more... )

The race to graduation is on. I just recieved my graduation information in the mail. I walk on December 17th 2005. That is 32 days away. Only 32 days and I will be CMU Alumni of 2005. Exciting and nerve racking at the same time ( Read more... )

Why at times does it seem like some things will never change? Like when we're 65 years old are we going to have those once in a blue moon adulterated viagra filled weekends? Beacuse like the wise man once said "history repeats itself" over and over and over again.

Just finished watching Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind. It's a very interesting movie. Surprisingly it makes alot of sense to me at the moment. I had just thought about this very topic about a month ago. Ending some hard times with a friend I had said "If when I first met you there was a sign that warned me about how things would end, I ( Read more... )

Today I was thirteen again. Meredith and I roamed the city, made love/hate boxes, and played Trivial Persuit Pop Culture Addition for the rest of the day. I didn't have class because my prof was out sick and I deffinately used today as a FREE day. Free to do anything other than school. It was awesome, booze free, junk food filled, and fun!! I wish ( Read more... )

The exquisite pain. Stolen striaght out of an episode of Sex and the City Carrie says "Did I ever realy love Big, or was I addicted to the pain, the equisite pain, of wanting someone so unattainable." I wonder after watching such an episode if the saying that "everyone wants what they can not have" is just how the world works ( Read more... )

I've noticed over the last week or so that for me everything is in slow motion. I am watching everyone else around me going through important events in their lives. Amongst all of the caious stands me, not really going through anything. Part of me wishes that I was with them going through what they are going through, but the other part of me knows ( Read more... )

Put your iTunes, winamp, wmp or realplayer on random, then ask it each question before going to the next song ( Read more... )

Well it's been a long while sense I have written in this thing. I have been meaning to for some time now. Sorry that I kept you in suspense. Well life has been grand. Only about 2 more months of school left. My last semester of college is turning out to be a freagin blast. I have done more things in this past month than I probally had done all ( Read more... )

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