(Untitled)

[janjewhamel]

It is Christmas night. I feel disillusioned about what Christmas is really about.....I mean it seems too materialistic sometimes. Next year I think my family is going to donate alot of money to a needy family...so that they can have christmas instead of us. They would probably appreciate it more....All my family does is fight. My sister comes

Comments

[anonymous]

One bad Christmas doesn't mean they'll all be like that. Next year will be better, and reality/life is what you make it.

JANNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!

[fromasterflex]

its ok, i have my own view on christmas which i rather not share... i had like no xmas spirit this year at all lol. i was ready for it to just be over. i can definitly see how fast you can type on your new laptop lol. i bet that took about what 5 minutes...g2g see ya later this week on our date lol.(we'll wear our hot outfits)... GESU BAMBINO I SHOW YOU!
-Dan

[anonymous]

i think the not wanting anything or expecting anything approach worked best for me. granted i wanted a phone real bad, but i needed another anyways since my old one broke. but i was content with that. so i told my parents i didnt want or need anything else. Then when i got my 2 or 3 items under the tree they were just small more meaningful gifts and chrsitmas was great, much better than years past. but ya i agree with what ur sayin jan. all the stupid shit i have that im not ever gonna do anything with that some other kid would die to get and would be such a good thing to give away. anyways im relly hungry. lets go get lunch

-sean

[janjewhamel]

Hey everyone, thanks for your comments. I think that what I said is being misunderstood. I was not at all sad about not getting enough, or certain presents, or anything like that. I got way more than I thought my parents could even afford, and thats why I was sad...because I didnt like what they had to go through for me. I mean got a laptop! I could never say that they didnt get me enough! I also was not necisarrily trying to say that xmas sucked this year, I was just trying to say that it was more realistic....kinda felt too old for everything this year. And to tell you the truth I had no real expectations, I hardly even had time to think about it before xmas eve. I was just kinda surprised and depressed by the amount of stress and burden it seems to put on everyone in my family....it wasnt as much about family and celebration, as it was just hustle and bustle trying to get evreything done.

[anonymous]

seems like most people just do it nowadays just because its christmas and thats what u do on christmas. no meaning or anything for it

[anonymous]

I can't stand cheap people. It makes me real mad when someone says something like "Hey, when are you going to pay me that hundred dollars you owe me?" or "Do you have that fifty dollars you borrowed?" Man, quit being so cheap!

-sean

haha

[anonymous]

My gift is my song
And this one's for you
And you can tell everybody
That this is your song
It maybe quite simple
But now that it's done
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss
Well some of the verses well
They got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song
It's for people like you that
Keep it turned on

So excuse me for forgetting
But these things I do
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

think this is the right song..

and these livejournal things are dieing, but no worries

[janjewhamel]

Thanks "someone"! That made me smile. :)

[anonymous]

always happy to make you smile. keep smilin :)