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i'm home. i have been for a while. it feels so weird and i don't know why. like my whole life is ahead of me but i still have time standing still at home...it's just weird.
i am getting contacts.
my thyroid is still out of whack...that means i have to go to a specialist. yay.
i also got my hair cut and highlighted...
i have been having extreme anxiety recently...seeing people i have known for years but now i don't know them at all. (that's why i haven't called anyone to hang out...sorry for that) maybe it's because i feel like i have changed. i know i have and i'll be the first to admit it.
how can independance not change someone?
i am glad this year is over. i just want my life to get on with itself. i want to be old now, is that weird? yes. i want to have a house and a dog and a life that's steady. but that will never happen in my field...i've accepted that fact. well, not really.
i guess i'll cut the crap and say what i came here to say...
happy fucking new year. go kiss some random person that you barely know or someone that you truly love.
(because it's all the same, right?...who thought of that stupid kiss idea for new years?)
i am getting contacts.
my thyroid is still out of whack...that means i have to go to a specialist. yay.
i also got my hair cut and highlighted...
i have been having extreme anxiety recently...seeing people i have known for years but now i don't know them at all. (that's why i haven't called anyone to hang out...sorry for that) maybe it's because i feel like i have changed. i know i have and i'll be the first to admit it.
how can independance not change someone?
i am glad this year is over. i just want my life to get on with itself. i want to be old now, is that weird? yes. i want to have a house and a dog and a life that's steady. but that will never happen in my field...i've accepted that fact. well, not really.
i guess i'll cut the crap and say what i came here to say...
happy fucking new year. go kiss some random person that you barely know or someone that you truly love.
(because it's all the same, right?...who thought of that stupid kiss idea for new years?)