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make art, not drama
I miss school so much. Its hard to believe that at this time last year I said "i would much rather be at home studying and drawing then at a club or party" I wish i could say the same now... I suppose i easily could, if i had something to study for..okay that was a lame excuse. I want to be serious about my future again, but its really hard when i ( Read more... ) -
i want to drive a geek squad bug.
So its 5 in the morning, i fell asleep earlier and woke up around 3 and now i cant get back to sleep. I regret not hitting up the chi, or at least living town for a bit on my weekend off, but i suppose I'll have other chances. I absolutely love the feeling of being inspired by something. Like when you hear a song, or see a painting, or read a book ( Read more... ) -
im tired of being a queen, why arent people born superheroes?
I woke up early today. 8 am ( Read more... ) -
storm warning.
Yay:
mojitos.
warmer weather.
backseat action.
days off.
jimmy johns.
new panties and bras.
hair extensions.
new friends. <3 ( Read more... ) -
salsa
So new years is done and over with. I have no crazy drunken stories suprisingly. I worked on new years eve, went to st elmo, and then went to louisville, and even though i didnt get trashed out of my mind i still had a pretty amazing night. I dont really have any new years resolutions, i just hope that this year is better than the last and i know ( Read more... ) -
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I havent updated this in ages, sorry guys! Im still working at Firefly Grill, and hopefully going to Eastern soon for Art. For those of you who didnt know I tried to go to Lakeland, and major in Pyschology...didnt work out so well haha. Im not a pyschologist...im an artist! It's difficult living in a rural area and being an artist, there are no art ( Read more... ) -
when you try your best but you dont succeed, when you get what you want but not what you need..
I promise Im going to start updating this again. In contrary to my last post Im still not the happiest person in the world living here. I've lost a parent, best friends, oppurtunities, made mistakes, failed at doing what i came here in the first place to do..and overall..just had the worst of luck. I try to keep a smile on my face, i try to stay ( Read more... ) -
urgh...
So i was eager to move back home only to re-discover the reason i moved away in the first place. There is nothing here, there is nothing to do, and no oppurtunities. Sure, there are my friends and family, but...they havent changed and they never will. I dont want to be like that. Nothing against you guys, but I dont want to spend the rest of my ( Read more... ) -
wow wow wow
I havent updated this in like forever, i know i suck at life. Im back in illinois, its cold and im a bit hungover. Sailing with Captain Morgan tends to do this to me. I havent drank for a while, i take that back, i havent been drunk in a while. I like to drink, i dont like being drunk. But im a trooper, i've been awake since 4 or 5 this morning, ( Read more... ) -
oops.
i havent updated this in a while, my bad. I got a tattoo, if you want to see it, check my myspace pictures. I got it on halloween, and it was the only exciting thing that i did on halloween. I still work always...and i still have school work always...not alot to write about. blah.