for the All-Star break. Gonna catch up with the crazies up there. Should be an interesting time.

Except the goalies, I had more ice time than anyone else in tonight's game. It was tiring, but felt kind of good. Too tired to really think about anything but sleeping, which I think is good. Because I've been doing a little too much thinking lately, and the things I've been thinking about scare me to think about. Because I'm scared that something ( Read more... )

talked to Micke tonight. he thinks we need some time apart. I don't know how much time, but it kind of scares me. really scares me. I thought things were just getting back to being really good, too, so I don't know what to think.

I just...I really do love you, Micke.

We're playing the Leafs tonight! Guess what that means! Yes, I get to see Micke! Excuse me while I go be insanely happy all day, now.

I finally scored a goal that actually did some good. We won 4-2 tonight. And I scored. I now have 4 goals so far this season, which is pretty damn cool. *happy*

The Leafs got shut out by Philly, though, which pissed me off. Stupid Flyers. I hate that team.

Um, that is all, really.

Hopefully we can carry this momentum into the new year. Especially if management leave DiPietro where he is. Ha. He wanted more ice time, and management responded by sending him down to the AHL. Where he's getting more ice time. I don't think that's what he really had in mind, but it's what he deserves. Little shit ( Read more... )

about what I'm doing for Christmas. Told them I hadn't made plans yet, but turned down the offer to go over their place for Christmas. I know where I want to go and what I want to do for Christmas - I just need to find out if it's ok, or if he wants more time to think about things.

undo any of the things I've done, nor can I go back and do things that I should have done. I can't erase things that have happened or take back things that I've said ( Read more... )

Very very stupid.

I love Micke. I really don't want to lose him. But I get the feeling he doesn't want to be with me anymore, since he doesn't seem to want to talk to me at all, which has really hurt this past week. It's been a very very bad week and I've really needed to talk with him and he hasn't been around. And there's another person who I think does want me, ( Read more... )