I canceled my cell phone today because I was sick of people bitching at me for not answering/returning their calls. (as well as paying over $90/month for shitty service ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure that the only thing stopping me from killing myself now is that my dumbass father hasn't suffered one bit for all the bullshit he put me through. Oh, what I would give to blast through that man's knees with a shotgun or chainsaw.

Starting to forget what it was like to eat 3 meals a day.

Why hallo thar.
I is boring person.
Would you like to date me?
I didn't think so.
Lawl.

...fuck. I really am going to be single for the rest of my (short) life.
Wow, can you say issues? Thanks, Dad.

lolol, I've already had the feeling of "I fucked up" and we haven't even been on a date yet. I've been single for the past 4 years though, so I should probably just ignore that feeling and go with the flow anyway ( Read more... )

There's this girl that likes me a lot that probably knows more about me than I know about her. Unfortunately for her I don't play the relationship game.
I really don't want to hurt her, I'm sick of hurting people.
*crawls back into his hole*

There can never just be one girl, can there ( Read more... )

I had a dream about Brigitte last night.

WTF.

Being completely unmotivated to do well in life kinda sucks ass.
Also I had a dream about my dad last night. I tried to stand up for myself but failed as always. I'm definitely thankful that he taught me to be a spineless coward.
Fuck, I hope that man dies slowly yet violently.

*random one-line journal entry indicating that I am still of this world*