dont worry, it so common among us at our age, in this transition, to feel frustrated and lonely. i know, its horrible, but i just keep thinking of what will happen after this. you know what it is, life. this time now is nothing, just what takes place before it. i already know you got plans, places to see, just wait, it'll all happen in time.
You're definitely right about the period of transition that we all go through. I see it over and over again in the biographies I read: that people just enter this period or indeterminate study during their late teens/early twenties, before really becoming the people they're going to be for the rest of their lives... a kind of limbo, almost. I'm just impatient -_-; Frustrated by being young, I guess. I think about all the amazing things I could be doing, and yet >fsahf nbsafmbamf< I'm trapped here.
i know, me too, i just want to be in my own place doing what i want, but we unfortunately cant skip time. fucking rules of physics. it also sucks to be constantly thinking of the future and what you want to do, like we are wasting time right now not doing what we want.
It's a favorite of mine, that saying. I basically almost missed my Art final because I didn't finish my work until about eight minutes before I was due to go in and have it reviewed...
Aww, I'm sorry about geography. If it makes you feel any better I guessed on about 50% of my abnormal psychology exam. Eeh. I am quite a bit of a crazy person (hah hah, no pun intended). I told Carmen if I didn't get an A- or higher in all of my classes I would start slitting my wrists. Heeee. At least that's what I did in a dream of mine. But I don't care so much about Nutrition and Health anymore. Its damned impossible to get above a B in that class anyway. The teacher nit-picks so much its unbelivable. I don't know. All in all (and here is the big theory behind my obsession with perfect grades) if I don't get within the vicinity of an A I feel like I've slacked off. Anyway . . . why am I rambling on so much? Must get to another topic and fast
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I have this thing about working in classes I can't see practical cause for taking, and this was one of them. All the meaningless information... I'll be lucky if I scrape through with a C- in the stupid thing as I see it. Ahhhh well. There is always next semester to make up.
It's not that I don't like anime, I'm just not as mad about it as I used to be... I still think it's pretty cool and watch it etc. But anime nerds (you aside, obviously)... I keep bumping into them... and they're all so stooooopid. Like... like the male Star Trek nerd equivalent. *frowns* The same is true of the HP fandom and the LotR fandom, now I think of it. *sigh* The obsessiveness scares me, even when I see it in myself.
I can relate to the whole HP fandom world *shudders* Anime, like anything, must be held to standards. Hence why we like good ones and revile those that worship bad ones. Except Alex, cuz we love her no matter what.
I pretty much dislike anime/HP/LotR fandoms equally, Alex omitted (obviously) because she isn't an emotionally unstable lunatic who craves life in a magical alternate universe. I am kinda ashamed of being such a fan geek girl, and shall resist all urges in future. Hopefully I can then become a normal individual with a wide variety of contemporary interests, though I think I might be prone to obsessiveness anyway. Oh well.. better History then Harry Potter.
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It's not that I don't like anime, I'm just not as mad about it as I used to be... I still think it's pretty cool and watch it etc. But anime nerds (you aside, obviously)... I keep bumping into them... and they're all so stooooopid. Like... like the male Star Trek nerd equivalent. *frowns* The same is true of the HP fandom and the LotR fandom, now I think of it. *sigh* The obsessiveness scares me, even when I see it in myself.
TTFN ^_^ Thine birthday cometh...
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Anime, like anything, must be held to standards. Hence why we like good ones and revile those that worship bad ones.
Except Alex, cuz we love her no matter what.
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