So I've been clean for about 4 days.. no meds in the system, and I can definitely tell that I'm going through some kind of withdraw symptoms. I really wonder what they really put in those drugs that they give me ( Read more... )

I just found the irony in my situation; I can remember the last conversations I had with my friend. The important one is like below.

"Sometimes, most of the time, when I do something good, it ends up blowing up in my face. So much in fact that I shouldn't have done it in the first place, and we'd all be better off."

Perhaps I shouldn't fix any ( Read more... )

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I have a lot to write about, about four weeks worth of my life really, and I really want to make sure that everyone can hear it and hopefully take something meaningful from it ( Read more... )

Of course there is. There's always a part of you that want's to keep living.. it's what keeps us alive and healthy ( Read more... )

Ugh. Today's been one of those days where I just can't seem to get anything right ( Read more... )

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Have you ever met eyes with someone in a coffee shop who's absolutely gorgeous, but been too frozen by the stare to say a word. Even when they come and sit beside you with their friends ( Read more... )

I've came to terms with something recently. I'm absolutely invincible ( Read more... )

Some rules are meant to be broken. Others should never be broken but often are anyways. And other rules can't be broken at all. So why have rules if they don't mean anything ( Read more... )