And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me
Why did she have to go
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time
Without reason without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Loved ones she left behind
Just trying to survive
And understand the why
Feeling so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then asking for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hoping that maybe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me
Don`t worry 'bout me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8sWwFIFlK8
I'm naming it as her song because, even though she hasn't gotten there yet... I still think of her when I hear this. I can't help but think of how she acts as if she has no soul. I know she's trying hard to do her best but... I just can't help wondering if she's trying too hard. I want her to be happy but I also don't her to feel sad... Lately, I've been feeling so depressed and I know it's because I feel what she feels. Do I know why she feels this way? No. Probably not. I feel the after effects of the depression. It hurts. It cuts me like a million knives sticking out of my heart.
I know you guys see my posting about her all the time and think, "She'll never read these posts, why bother?" Well, guess what? She's my little sister and she will always BE my little sister. I want her to realize how much I truly care about her because she means everything to me. She's always taken care of me... she's like my sister but also my second mother.
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time
Without reason without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Loved ones she left behind
Just trying to survive
And understand the why
Feeling so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then asking for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hoping that maybe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me
Don`t worry 'bout me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8sWwFIFlK8
I'm naming it as her song because, even though she hasn't gotten there yet... I still think of her when I hear this. I can't help but think of how she acts as if she has no soul. I know she's trying hard to do her best but... I just can't help wondering if she's trying too hard. I want her to be happy but I also don't her to feel sad... Lately, I've been feeling so depressed and I know it's because I feel what she feels. Do I know why she feels this way? No. Probably not. I feel the after effects of the depression. It hurts. It cuts me like a million knives sticking out of my heart.
I know you guys see my posting about her all the time and think, "She'll never read these posts, why bother?" Well, guess what? She's my little sister and she will always BE my little sister. I want her to realize how much I truly care about her because she means everything to me. She's always taken care of me... she's like my sister but also my second mother.