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[japhy7709]

since the 8th grade when he moved in, ive had a crush on the neighbor who lived behind me on lindley drive. he had to be in his late-twenties, early thirties... anyway, he commited suicide last night. he shot himself when i must've been over vikki's (which was pretty much the entire night). i'm kinda creeped out... and kinda sad

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[shroom327]

you know suicides are up around the holidays. that's a shame. suicide is so senseless...

[japhy7709]

i think it's chemical b/c from time to time i have every reason in the world to give up... i've had a lot of bad stuff happen to me and people around me in my life... a lot of hard times... and sometimes things become better... sometimes they dont... but even when they dont, i cant ever fathom giving up on life. but people do... and it's sad...

[petitefleur]

wow. that's nuts.
doesn't hearing something like that just bring on the craziest feeling?
good luck with all of that and sorry to hear about it :-/

[japhy7709]

thanks jean...
it really is a crazy feeling... i would've never guessed he would have committed suicide. it's strange, sad, and scary all at once.