i cant dance ...i cant talk..they only thang about me is the way i walk ( Read more... )

He stops me in the middle of my daily routine to share these words of belittlement:

"I dont know who you are anymore. ANd personally i dont want to be around some one i dont know- strangers. Who are you Steph? No one i know"

My own father.

you ever notice those ones who cirlce around in life never settling down and always searching. searching for the perfect life. The perfect drug. The perfect lover. The perfect destination. The perfect family. The perfect touch. The perfect satisfaction. The perfect day ( Read more... )

passion of the christ.......

"wow"

all i can say

i miss him

and so it is..just like you said it should be....
we both forget the breeeze...
most of the time..

and so it is , the colder water....
blowers daughter....pupil in denil..

i cant take eyes off of you

did i say that i loathe you?
did i say that i want you?
leave it all behind?

i cant take my mind of a you

im floating like a cannonball. i feel it- its happening. i know i know i know iknow. every one for seen it. i never believed it. but i cant help my self. its there. and its NOT SQUARE.

a friend once told me that taking a good crap would cure anything. and you know its the truth. even if you dont mean it literally. if you crap out all the garbage in yer life..... man! what a relief. ~sigh~

these days pass.one seeming to become more grueling than the next."amuse me PLEEEEASE!!!!" i finally scream. in he walks with no pants..flaunting himself like an effin peackock. i throw my head back in absolute gutbusting laughter. " what are you doing here??!! you came?" i asked puzzled, "how did you know?....How did you know where to find me ( Read more... )

so the eventful unfoldings of my recent move have left me exhausted. i lack a sense of energy..one that i never knew i used ( Read more... )