Wow
Hello again, people. I figured it's been quite a while since I last posted anything in MY blog so I think that's exactly what I am going to do now. Although right now I'm still kinda busy with Math LTs and Ateneo basketball tryouts, I thought I could squeeze in even just a couple of minutes to post here.
It's February already. Wow, so fast. *Swoosh?* I've been through 3 Math LTs and a midterm yet I'm still where I started when the Second Semester came- worrying about my survival in this oh-so-prestigious course. I need a B to stay, but I can only get close to a C+ with the way I've been performing. I've also been getting feedback from other ME people that have shifted out or force-shifted out (well it sounds better than getting kicked out of a course) and most, if not all of them have told me the same thing. "Shifting out of ME was the best thing that ever happened to me!" Why??? Isn't ME something to be proud of? Isn't it THE course to take? Is the pressure really that big of a burden? I also plan to get in the basketball team of Ateneo (Team B at the very least) so I'm not really sure if these two commitments mix well. In high school maybe it did, but in college? And in an honors course? Hay. I dunno. I don't know. Ateneo let me get into this course, then they must know how capable I really am. Maybe it was a mistake that I got in? Maybe not. I mean how often does something like this happen? (Maybe often but we just don't know it) I have a blockmate that wasn't accepted in ME but appealed to get in (and so he did) and he's doing a lot better than I am right now. Boy how complacent I was back during the First Sem. I need none of that right now. Anyway, I'm thinking of studying (REAL studying, I mean) right now. I've forgotten how to do this already. Last time I did so was back during my 2nd Quarter exams. And I actually did some real studying, though some circumstances and uncontrollable forces are beyond all that effort.
Hmm. Pondering will get me nowhere if I don't will things doen. Okay. Feeling ko DJ ako ngayon. Here's a song to cheer you guys up and let you know there's always someone that wants to take chances once more and mend wounds that seem to have scarred others for life. :)
Empty Spaces
SR-71
I'm not afraid to go backwards and fix what we broke
My gaze falls behind, you make desire seem so easy
I hold off sleep, it's so silent without you here
Don't give up now, it would all be for nothing
'Cause I believe in second chances
I believe the years forget
Let me fill these empty spaces
Better late than never, stay forever
Let me fill this empty space
'Cause there's always room for one more mistake
Can you feel that
I think we're moving in the right direction
I was someone else then
I'd take it back if you would let me
'Cause I believe in second chances
I believe the years forget
Let me fill these empty spaces
Better late than never, stay forever
Let me fill this empty space
'Cause there's always room for one more mistake
We were never this close when we were young
Every night I whisper your name at the top of my lungs
Let me fill these empty spaces
Better late than never, stay forever
Let me fill this empty space
'Cause there's always room for one more mistake
It's February already. Wow, so fast. *Swoosh?* I've been through 3 Math LTs and a midterm yet I'm still where I started when the Second Semester came- worrying about my survival in this oh-so-prestigious course. I need a B to stay, but I can only get close to a C+ with the way I've been performing. I've also been getting feedback from other ME people that have shifted out or force-shifted out (well it sounds better than getting kicked out of a course) and most, if not all of them have told me the same thing. "Shifting out of ME was the best thing that ever happened to me!" Why??? Isn't ME something to be proud of? Isn't it THE course to take? Is the pressure really that big of a burden? I also plan to get in the basketball team of Ateneo (Team B at the very least) so I'm not really sure if these two commitments mix well. In high school maybe it did, but in college? And in an honors course? Hay. I dunno. I don't know. Ateneo let me get into this course, then they must know how capable I really am. Maybe it was a mistake that I got in? Maybe not. I mean how often does something like this happen? (Maybe often but we just don't know it) I have a blockmate that wasn't accepted in ME but appealed to get in (and so he did) and he's doing a lot better than I am right now. Boy how complacent I was back during the First Sem. I need none of that right now. Anyway, I'm thinking of studying (REAL studying, I mean) right now. I've forgotten how to do this already. Last time I did so was back during my 2nd Quarter exams. And I actually did some real studying, though some circumstances and uncontrollable forces are beyond all that effort.
Hmm. Pondering will get me nowhere if I don't will things doen. Okay. Feeling ko DJ ako ngayon. Here's a song to cheer you guys up and let you know there's always someone that wants to take chances once more and mend wounds that seem to have scarred others for life. :)
Empty Spaces
SR-71
I'm not afraid to go backwards and fix what we broke
My gaze falls behind, you make desire seem so easy
I hold off sleep, it's so silent without you here
Don't give up now, it would all be for nothing
'Cause I believe in second chances
I believe the years forget
Let me fill these empty spaces
Better late than never, stay forever
Let me fill this empty space
'Cause there's always room for one more mistake
Can you feel that
I think we're moving in the right direction
I was someone else then
I'd take it back if you would let me
'Cause I believe in second chances
I believe the years forget
Let me fill these empty spaces
Better late than never, stay forever
Let me fill this empty space
'Cause there's always room for one more mistake
We were never this close when we were young
Every night I whisper your name at the top of my lungs
Let me fill these empty spaces
Better late than never, stay forever
Let me fill this empty space
'Cause there's always room for one more mistake