this better not be what i think it is..
how could we have been so stupid after the first scare
and now we broke it off
and im here sitting waittinnng wishin
that this is not what i think it is...

FML

I have not been able to keep anything down since thursday...
my throat hurts from all the throwing up
i just want to eat mrvica and enjoy it and keep it in my belly

ba jebote kuratz for braking my heart

today during my 5 min brake from class the guy iv been with for 5 months called me over saying happily hey i got to tell you something.... only to tell me " i was thinking alot last night and i concluded i dont want a relationship with you i want to be single" we were together yesterday... FML

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..get drunk... i light up the ocasional ciggaret...
I live in the Balcans
I mean its hard not to
but i dont normaly inhale
unless its trava :)

this past week
I have smoked 2 packs
by my self
and I have to say
i feel rather calm

ew

What have you brought me too

und weiss du was....
die Zeit mit Dir war wie ne endlos lange Nacht.
un wiess du was ---Denn ich kann allein sein.
Du kennst mich nicht

Tausend Stücke in mir wie ein Glas das zerbricht,

aber ich kann allein sein...

i cant anymore... really i cant

When I feel down
I  go to
www.fmylife.com

and then I realize its all ok
ahahahahah

thank god for other peoples problems that are worse than mine