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Apr 03, 2011 02:10

Day one: not so good.

Day two? Here we go.


The first step of writing anything relevant is to start by taking your conscious mind out of the process and letting things work themselves out. That's what I've heard, it seems to be useful and capable, and not editing anything until after the conclusion may well be the way I need to get things done around here in the whole getting past the writer's slowness thing I have with the scifantasy novel I've slowly been adding to for the past N years.

The meantime, I'm poking at employment. I'm poking at things to keep up with in and after graduation. I've got a good idea (hey lat's valuntaer at griffons ohohohohohoho) and a few bad ones, we'll see which ones come and cut out first and foremost. Already preparing to say "DNC" to the Alumni Association, we'll see exactly how much it takes to retain access to their services-- like, say, maybe liberries. Many possibilities. We'll see, again, again, repeated ad nauesam.

Not a whole lot else to do, though. Essays to write (oh noes one's due way too soon), research to accomplish, language practice to brush up on, readings and homework, oh noes woe is me the real world awaits if everything passes waaaaaaaaaaaah.

I think I've got a reasonable handle on the whole 'adult' thing, though. Good thing, too, given that I'll be crossing that mark. It's like I heard before-- the infallibility is a lie, people just make the best guess with what they've got. I can do that. I've been working on that for I have no idea how long, but it's been slow and only lately can I turn the eye backwards and see how much work has been done since those times. A long distance from the person I was, sleeping behind a divider in a living room, to this guy here. Less defeated. More and less restrained. Full of more killing smiles. And hey, I run Exalted right now, that's something I do without remorse and a bit of glee.

I guess every superhero need his theme music~

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