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this is reeeealllly long...you have been warned:
Ever Been Called...
Dumb?: yes
Retarded?: yes
Ugly?: yes
Hot?: yes
Fat?: yes...but it was by my gramma so i don't count it
Anorexic?: not to my face
A waste of space?: no
Useless?: no
Smelly?: no
A Slut?: no
Beautiful?: yes
Smart?: yes
Quiet?: yes
Boring?: not to my face but i know that i am
A Bitch?: haha do i even have to answer this question??
Rebel?: no
Conceited?: no
Currently
What are you wearing?: black pants and my DUKE hoodie :D
Who are you talking to?: myself
How is the weather?: cold
What are you listening to?: Anastesia on Cartoon Network
What/Who are you thinking about?: my back and the boy
What are you eating/drinking?: Mt. Dew :)
What are you looking forward to?: this week to be over!
What are you dreading?: school tomorrow and the mounds of hw i keep putting off
How are you feeling?: blaaah
How is your hair?: messy
What are you annoyed by?: people in general
Emotions
What emotion do you feel the most?: lonely
What emotion is the best?: Love
Worst?: Lonely
What songs make you cry?: Tim McGraw - Forget About Us, Toby Keith - I Guess You Just Don't Have As Much To Lose
What movies make you cry?: NONE!
What always cheers you up?: my roomies, phone calls
What make you madder than anything?: stupid people
What hurts you the most?: lies
Who makes you happy? my roomies...and certain few others
Depressed?: i'm half/half right now
Are you a really emotional person?: i like to think of myself as not one and i try hard to keep it that way
What do you do when you're depressed?: drink, sit and stare at everything, crawl into myself
What song do you think was written about your life?: Faint - "I let go watching you turn your back like you always do face away and pretend that i'm not but i'll be here 'cause you're all that i got, i can't feel the way i did before, don't turn your back on my i won't be ignored time won't heal this damage anymore"
When Was The Last Time You..
Burped?: today
Went to the movies?: yesterday
Went out to eat?: should of been yesterday but i didn't get anything to eat
Cried?: when did we have that big party up here?..3 weeks ago?...that's when
Got dumped?: ooooh...last month...
Dumped someone?: 7th grade
Threw up?: hahahahaha..umm..last month
Peed?: sometime today
Went skating?: wow, no idea...4 years ago?
Went for a walk?: does walking to CVS count?..then 3 days ago
Ate ice cream?: before school started
Got into a fight?: don't remember
Issues
Do you do drugs?: just alcohol
Do you have a metal disablity?: no
Are you on any medication for any type of disorder? no
What kind?: n/a
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: i don't believe so but some would tell you otherwise
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: heart problems, HBP, diabetes, some others
Who was the last person you...
Talked to?: Ruth
Yelled at?: probably Val, we're always yelling at each other out of love ;)
Kissed: Andy
Hugged?: Andy
Went out to eat with?: Andy
Flirted with?: Andy
Talked to on the phone?: Ally
IMed?: Tia
E-Mail?: umm...
Got flowers from?: umm...i don't like flowers
Danced with?: Steve! haha
Fought with?: don't remember
Worried about?: myself
Cried over?: yay lets bring this up again! umm BRAD!
Thought about?: Brad
Are you...
Understanding?: yes
Pretty?: ha..no
Nice?: at times
A bitch?: always
Hard to get?: i used to be but now i'm easier
Confident?: NO
Depressed?: as of lately - quite a lot
Hyper?: only at night
Friendly?: I'm friendly once you get to know me
Hungry?: no
Original?: most likely not
Shy?: yes
Emotional?: no
Messy?: i try hard not to be but i get lazy
Immature?: No
Sad?: more often then not
Trusting?: not anymore
Healthy?: NO
Sleepy?: yessss
Lonely?: YES
Independent?: i'm trying to be!!
Romantic?: ehhh....in general NO but sometimes it's nice :)
Do you drink [alcohol]?: very much so
Do you party a lot?: yes
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: no
How often do you use the word "like" in an average hour?: A LOT
Do you skip classes? How often?: no, i can't afford it
Do you steal?: No
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: only when i go out or to concerts
Do you drool over celebrities?: only their looks, not their lives
Do you watch a lot of TV?: Yeah
Do you ever watch the News?: nope
Do you read books often?: when i'm home over the summer...i don't have time for that in school
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: nope
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: yes
Do you smoke cigarettes?: sometimes when i drink but not a lot at all
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: no
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: yes
Do you cuss a lot?: YES!! i'm trying to cut back but i don't see it happening
Are you desperate to fit in?: no
Are you intelligent?: yes, I think I have good abilities, but no motivation *i like this answer*
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: no
Make-up?: not so much
Low-cut tops?: a few but i like tight ones more
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: hah what hair to flip?
Giggle a lot?: apprentally when i laugh i giggle...
YM, Teen, Cosmo, at all?: Noooo. nope..if anything cosmo but...no
[In the last 24 hours, have you]
Cried: No
Bought something: food
Gotten sick: No
Sang: yes
Eaten: Yes
Been kissed: yes
Felt stupid: yes
Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: YES
Met someone new: no
Moved on: a little more each day
Had a serious talk: no, that would be in the last 48 hours
Missed someone: yes
Hugged someone: yes
Fought with your parents: no
Dreamed about someone you can't be with: YES
[Personal]
Who is your role model: Angelina Jolie
What are some of your pet peeves: ppl that don't turn off their turn signal and ppl that put their wipers on at high speed for a little mist of rain!!!!
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes of course
Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: guys that play sports..that's about it
Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): i think i have
Want someone you don't have right now: YES
Ever liked your best guy friend: yeeesssss
Do you want to get married: eventually
Do you want kids: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: not at all
Are you happy with you: no
Are you happy with your life: no
If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: my past
Ever Been Called...
Dumb?: yes
Retarded?: yes
Ugly?: yes
Hot?: yes
Fat?: yes...but it was by my gramma so i don't count it
Anorexic?: not to my face
A waste of space?: no
Useless?: no
Smelly?: no
A Slut?: no
Beautiful?: yes
Smart?: yes
Quiet?: yes
Boring?: not to my face but i know that i am
A Bitch?: haha do i even have to answer this question??
Rebel?: no
Conceited?: no
Currently
What are you wearing?: black pants and my DUKE hoodie :D
Who are you talking to?: myself
How is the weather?: cold
What are you listening to?: Anastesia on Cartoon Network
What/Who are you thinking about?: my back and the boy
What are you eating/drinking?: Mt. Dew :)
What are you looking forward to?: this week to be over!
What are you dreading?: school tomorrow and the mounds of hw i keep putting off
How are you feeling?: blaaah
How is your hair?: messy
What are you annoyed by?: people in general
Emotions
What emotion do you feel the most?: lonely
What emotion is the best?: Love
Worst?: Lonely
What songs make you cry?: Tim McGraw - Forget About Us, Toby Keith - I Guess You Just Don't Have As Much To Lose
What movies make you cry?: NONE!
What always cheers you up?: my roomies, phone calls
What make you madder than anything?: stupid people
What hurts you the most?: lies
Who makes you happy? my roomies...and certain few others
Depressed?: i'm half/half right now
Are you a really emotional person?: i like to think of myself as not one and i try hard to keep it that way
What do you do when you're depressed?: drink, sit and stare at everything, crawl into myself
What song do you think was written about your life?: Faint - "I let go watching you turn your back like you always do face away and pretend that i'm not but i'll be here 'cause you're all that i got, i can't feel the way i did before, don't turn your back on my i won't be ignored time won't heal this damage anymore"
When Was The Last Time You..
Burped?: today
Went to the movies?: yesterday
Went out to eat?: should of been yesterday but i didn't get anything to eat
Cried?: when did we have that big party up here?..3 weeks ago?...that's when
Got dumped?: ooooh...last month...
Dumped someone?: 7th grade
Threw up?: hahahahaha..umm..last month
Peed?: sometime today
Went skating?: wow, no idea...4 years ago?
Went for a walk?: does walking to CVS count?..then 3 days ago
Ate ice cream?: before school started
Got into a fight?: don't remember
Issues
Do you do drugs?: just alcohol
Do you have a metal disablity?: no
Are you on any medication for any type of disorder? no
What kind?: n/a
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: i don't believe so but some would tell you otherwise
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: heart problems, HBP, diabetes, some others
Who was the last person you...
Talked to?: Ruth
Yelled at?: probably Val, we're always yelling at each other out of love ;)
Kissed: Andy
Hugged?: Andy
Went out to eat with?: Andy
Flirted with?: Andy
Talked to on the phone?: Ally
IMed?: Tia
E-Mail?: umm...
Got flowers from?: umm...i don't like flowers
Danced with?: Steve! haha
Fought with?: don't remember
Worried about?: myself
Cried over?: yay lets bring this up again! umm BRAD!
Thought about?: Brad
Are you...
Understanding?: yes
Pretty?: ha..no
Nice?: at times
A bitch?: always
Hard to get?: i used to be but now i'm easier
Confident?: NO
Depressed?: as of lately - quite a lot
Hyper?: only at night
Friendly?: I'm friendly once you get to know me
Hungry?: no
Original?: most likely not
Shy?: yes
Emotional?: no
Messy?: i try hard not to be but i get lazy
Immature?: No
Sad?: more often then not
Trusting?: not anymore
Healthy?: NO
Sleepy?: yessss
Lonely?: YES
Independent?: i'm trying to be!!
Romantic?: ehhh....in general NO but sometimes it's nice :)
Do you drink [alcohol]?: very much so
Do you party a lot?: yes
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: no
How often do you use the word "like" in an average hour?: A LOT
Do you skip classes? How often?: no, i can't afford it
Do you steal?: No
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: only when i go out or to concerts
Do you drool over celebrities?: only their looks, not their lives
Do you watch a lot of TV?: Yeah
Do you ever watch the News?: nope
Do you read books often?: when i'm home over the summer...i don't have time for that in school
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: nope
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: yes
Do you smoke cigarettes?: sometimes when i drink but not a lot at all
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: no
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: yes
Do you cuss a lot?: YES!! i'm trying to cut back but i don't see it happening
Are you desperate to fit in?: no
Are you intelligent?: yes, I think I have good abilities, but no motivation *i like this answer*
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: no
Make-up?: not so much
Low-cut tops?: a few but i like tight ones more
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: hah what hair to flip?
Giggle a lot?: apprentally when i laugh i giggle...
YM, Teen, Cosmo, at all?: Noooo. nope..if anything cosmo but...no
[In the last 24 hours, have you]
Cried: No
Bought something: food
Gotten sick: No
Sang: yes
Eaten: Yes
Been kissed: yes
Felt stupid: yes
Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: YES
Met someone new: no
Moved on: a little more each day
Had a serious talk: no, that would be in the last 48 hours
Missed someone: yes
Hugged someone: yes
Fought with your parents: no
Dreamed about someone you can't be with: YES
[Personal]
Who is your role model: Angelina Jolie
What are some of your pet peeves: ppl that don't turn off their turn signal and ppl that put their wipers on at high speed for a little mist of rain!!!!
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes of course
Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: guys that play sports..that's about it
Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): i think i have
Want someone you don't have right now: YES
Ever liked your best guy friend: yeeesssss
Do you want to get married: eventually
Do you want kids: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: not at all
Are you happy with you: no
Are you happy with your life: no
If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: my past