I just got my first glimpse of Ian!  He's HOTTER THAN HELL!!!  Damn he was being modest - I feel so inadequate!!!  Need to get my ass to the gym more before I visit London again!!!

Sun in Libra, Moon in Aquarius ( Read more... )

Just got off the phone with my Mom.  I feel bad for her, and wish there was something I could for her.  Sadly, I know this is something she needs to do for herself, or she will never gain her freedom from my Dad.  It's very tough to sit by and just let things happen though...I'm torn.

From the day we met ( Read more... )

Ive tried so hard to tell myself that your gone. But though your still with me. Ive been alone all along.

So I was just informed that someone wants to ask me out on a date... but Brodie went tell me who...

Maybe I am not such a bad person after all?  Maybe there is life after love?

I just got done watching a great movie - Mean Girls - I know, total chick flick, but what can I say ( Read more... )

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round ( Read more... )

Well I guess I was right to be scared... my worst fears came true... John came back to tell me that he was seeing someone.

I'm devastated.  I just wish he knew how much I love him.  I don't know what to do.

Am I that bad of a person?

I'm so scared right now - John was just here and we spent a lovely evening together and he just text messaged me and asked to come back and talk.  I AM SCARED SHITLESS ( Read more... )