Chapter #31

[jasesth]

‘Karameta yubi wo hodoku tabi sono nukumori wo nigiri kaeshita…’ the phone ring, seconds before he going to retire to the bed. Showing on the caller ID an unfamiliar number, but his hunch call him to answer else he can’t stop thinking of it. “Yoboseyo?” “Hy…Hyung…” “Junsu, is that you?” Jaejoong instantly ‘wake’ up to the call. “Yeah hyung, it’s me.” “My gosh, next time don’t do it again. You think by sending that message I will let you off without explaining to me? Damn you Junsu, where the heck are you now?” “ I’m sorry hyung, it’s very last minute I know. But I need this break, to clear a lot of my thoughts…“ He paused before talking again. “I’m currently at the states.” “WHAT? Why the heck are you so far away?” “I guess this is the only place I can relate to now. I just have the urge to come back here again.” “So what are you doing over there?” this time, Jaejoong sound more gentle in his tone. “I just got myself enrolled into a dance school. I’m thinking of using this break to further enhancing my dance skills.” “How long is your course?” “From what I know is around a year. Might be longer if I continue further.” “Are you coming back for holidays?” “I’m not sure hyung, I…” This time Jaejoong is kind of angry with Junsu. “Are you telling me you going to run away for the rest of your life? Going around anywhere but here? Fuck, Junsu till when are you going to face it? Three years already, are you planning to drag on further…” “Hyung! You know what’s with me! My fear isn’t something that goes off immediately! In addition, the guilt that builds in me for causing Yoochun to be…” “Till when will you bloody understand that whatever has happened to Yoochun isn’t your fucking fault?” Jaejoong yell into the phone angrily. “Do you think that he will not be diagnosed with depression with you around? Think! It’s not like you say he won’t get it and therefore he won’t! It doesn’t work that way Su! Get it in your head already!” Pregnant silence filled the conversation for five minutes, before Junsu speak up again. “Hyung, I’m sorry for shouting at you over the phone.” “It’s okay, Su… I’m at fault too.” Jaejoong apologise. “Okay, I’m going to sleep now. Else, I can’t wake up for work tomorrow. I see you soon?” “Alright hyung, rest well. Goodnight.” Dial tone sounded after Junsu finish his sentence. “Yoochun, how is to be back for work?” Yunho ask while having their breakfast together. Yunho is going out of town for a few days due to filming, so he came over in the morning before he fly off to spend time with Yoochun. Yoochun look up to him and say “Hyung, are you dumb or what? Who likes to coming back for work?” Yunho stunned by what Yoochun has said but before he can say anything Yoochun continues. “But so far, I’m kind of enjoying it? Like I say before it’s something I enjoy doing,” Yoochun reply sarcastically. “So how’s the dance lesson?” Yunho ask while putting the bacon ham into his mouth. At the mention of the dance lesson, Yoochun happy face fell. Yunho sees the change and started asking. “What’s wrong Chun? Are you hurt anywhere?” and started looking around Yoochun’s body. “Hyung, I’m fine. No pain or wounds anywhere.” “Then mind telling me what’s with that face?” Yoochun sigh and set down his utensils before telling Yunho the reason. “He left the country. Eunhyuk say he applied for a long break from work. I bet he did that to avoid me.” Yunho look at Yoochun with a brow crooked, “Did you just say that your dance instructor has changed to Eunhyuk? And that guy went off for a long break?” Yoochun nods before cutting another piece of ham and egg to eat. /* Still running away like before, Junsu ah… are you plain stupid or are you dumb? You still want Chun to suffer after three years, that’s freaking great man Junsu. Just till when you want him to suffer till? */
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