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sometimes i wonder what is the fucking deal with the damn cosmos... half the time i feel like im so wound up im might explode if i dont move or shake or something. i get little tremors of anxiety, and i know i have to let them out, and the start to build up and i feel them pushing and pulling on every sinew and fiber in my body urging them, as is ( Read more... )

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a finalized design hits the web... i dont think any other changes will be made, so all i have to do now is get up that content...

latah kids

7.34 also you can look on the left side of my journal

i miss my vegas girlies

as per a convo with my lovely amber ( Read more... )

ever been somewhere or at a point in your life where your only going with it cause youre too exhausted to rock the boat? you know youre going down... and where youre going is not at all where you want to be, but youre going there all the same cause it might be easier or it might be immaediately beneficial to do so... screw the long term or whether ( Read more... )

i got a web cam

webcam = lots of stupidity. weeeeeee

that is all.
im not too talkative today

001. name : josh ( Read more... )

song lyrics:

3 am, bring the window down
in my head to stop the noise
thoughts of dreaming, softly screaming
hoping i meant anything to anyone

3 am, kill the advent
silence any all my thoughts
my soul racing, not complacent
why does desire hurt so much

saintly sanity brings me to tears
my only remedy to quench my fears
start anew
start a new