Happiness as we see it, is all a matter of perspective. we look at happiness as the fairy tale ending faintly glistening just over the horizon before us. We look at happiness as the mountain's peak. The euphoria we experiance just after the long battle. the moment of peace and serenity, accomplishment. Nirvana ( Read more... )

1) 10 years ago what did you think you would be doing now?
10 Years ago I thought I would be starting a family and a kid on the way. Working in the computer industry making enough money where everyone in my life could be happy.

2) Where do you think you will be in 5 years from now?
Ask me in 5 years, as you can see from above any kind of ( Read more... )

In people's deepest moments of weakness we find solace in the fact that we are actually human. In the fact that everything that we do will not be remembered in after we pass. Everything mistake we make is buried with our bones. So why do we move forward with this sort of moral code? Why do we move forward at all ( Read more... )

Looking back makes it difficult to move forward, but familiarity has it's allure. The risks we take in life are what make this life worth living, moving forward, not backwards, never standing still.

everything's changing, everything's evolving...

Things are getting better...

Well it seems my temper is starting to get worse, not sure what is causing me to loose my cool so quickly but what little fuse I had seems to be burned out. Starting almost to have panic attacks, just these absolute intense feelings of claustrophobia, shortness of breath and then I fly off the handle ( Read more... )

Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names.1. When I first enter any house I feel comfortable in I ( Read more... )

In life we get caught up in the moment, in the drama, in synthesized delusions that force us to wander around in the dark. You find that no matter how many doors you go through that there is just another set of doors behind it. We are forever in motion, constantly changing and evolving ( Read more... )

Why ( Read more... )

I found you broken on the ground
From your mouth a bitter sound
That became sweeter as I approached
You in your deepest agony

I put you up and raised you well
And more than stories ever tell
I fell in love with you those days
And hoped that you would too

You

The world will not let me stop, I cannot rest and I cannot faulter no matter how weak my body may become. Though I can see madness quickly catching back up to me I will have to say at this point in time I have never felt so alive ( Read more... )