justin hansen died four years ago today.
four years.
i can't believe it's been that long.
and i still think about him all the time.
it's not a secret that pretty much everyone loved him.
i just still can't believe that it happened.

in loving memory of justin hansen.
may 6th, 1985 - may 19th, 2002.as for everyone else, don't ever forget what you're ( Read more... )

i don't feel like sleeping, though i know i should ( Read more... )

because everything's my fault.

i have bad cramps.
and crying is lame.
iloveyou.
my heart
(and back)
(and uterus)
hurt.

let's sleep forever.

i'm not getting nearly enough sleep.
i think i slept while driving home last nite.
(sorry i was mean :()
ghostbusters scares me.
not only was caitlin at the fall out boy show without me last nite, she was babysitting at it ( Read more... )

i haven't even updated in a million years ( Read more... )

i've never condemned my family for my childhood and the way that it made me ( Read more... )

friday's show was good ( Read more... )

i'm sick of being sick ( Read more... )

watching friends.
(all the time).
three and a half seasons to go.
almost ear infection.
mucus everywhere.
(ewwww).
one year.
stupid girl.
friday.
kind of excited.
spring.
skirts.
bamboozle so soon.
new kittens.
more empty promises.
real friends are the only ones that are gonna be there.

my great grama clara died a year ago today.
a few days ago she would have turned 101.

i miss her lots.

i still go to say "hey we should go visit grama" when i'm in superior, and then stop when i'm half way thru, remembering she's not there.

i'm making lazy daisy cake for easter. i know it would make her smile.