It suddens me that I'm drifting farther and farther away from the "me" that I had wanted to be. I had thought that I was better and above all this superficial crap too, but I suppose it's hard to escape something when it's everywhere, on every front, from everyone ( Read more... )

Who do you think you are?
Of course you're never going to have the fairy tale ending.
You know why?
Because you're fat and ugly and uninteresting and pathetic.
You will never, ever, have the kind of love that you want.
Get it in your warped, disgusting head.

That is the conclusion I have come to about myself.

Whoa, tonight's episode of The O.C. was so toally depressing!
I mean come on! Seth doing weed? Johnny falling off a cliff? *sigh...
And from the looks of it, the next episode is gonna be even sadder...

_ _ _ _ _Don't you just love it when TV mimics your emotions ( Read more... )

我认为,爱情就像是神话故事一样.如果是注定的,就会像千年来会的有情人一样,以神话而约定...

无尽的爱成龙 & 金喜善 ( Read more... )

I think I've been thinking way too much, and watching too many love stories, listening to too many sad songs. It's definitely dampening my spirits. But I know that it wasn't just because of that, I know that what I'd experienced in the past couple of months definitely have something to do with it. I also know that my horrible personal insecurities ( Read more... )

"By show of hand, how many people know I exist right now?"

Let's see, out of five rounds of signing in 4 times in a row, so far 9 people out of 51 of my friends know I exist. How pathetic is that?!

No Dad, everything is NOT okay.

Why don't some of you just fuck off?!

Ever get the feeling that your life is missing something, something important, something that makes you whole, something that would make the sun brighter and the fire warmer, something that would make even the darkest, rainiest day seem beautiful? I'm a true believer that God is able to give you all kind of love, all kinds of healing, all kinds of ( Read more... )

I'm glad that you're doing well. It's always good to see some wounds heal, especially when you're the cause of those wounds.

__________I am worried about myself, however selfishly, I'm scared of what I can potentially become, and the list of horrid just goes on and on and on. I cannot seem to pry myself out of this hole of depression and panic ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel more and more melancholy these days. I have no idea how I even got through today, half the time I just really felt like breaking down and crying somewhere. And then before I went to work I had the weirdest moment with this completely random guy, and like it was so unusual. The whole time at work I was just floating aroung in ( Read more... )