this is important
me and sarah have been inseperable this summer. were always together! we only ever take 1 maaybee 2 days off cause our parents make us. fuckthem. anyways. i love herrr shes my bestfriend till the end of the world. or ateast till we die i guess. and uhm shes also my wife you can see the picture of her proposing. no were not lesbians. thankyou. were in love with jason mark walder and ..yes .harcore british sex ..explains it very well. ive branded myself by putting an m on my arm ..for mausen. and she has an e. its pretty fucking sweet. i love it!!!! shes the only person i can be with for a really long time and no get sick of. shes just like me. we finish eachothers sentences and were always laughing. cuase were just comical genius's. our pictures are THE SEX. no matter what you say. i couldnt live without sarah and if anything happend to her i would deffinently cry my eyes out cause she means soo much to me. ive had most of my best times with her and many more to come. including england and canda =). i love you more than anyone and im closer to you than i have been with anyone else. i just feel like i can be myself around you and i hope you feel the same way. bffe. and i truley and deeply mean it
this summer i fell in love for the first real time since mike camp. whoa damn. i met him on myspace and hes everything i could ever ask for in a person. the distance makes no difference i will always love him. hes nice and sweet and funny and obviously gorgeous and hes talented in many ways. i love everything about him. he means the world to me and i hope he knows it. hes all me and sarah talk about. so much that we've alienated a couple of our friends. doesnt bother me much cause the only one who really fucked us over was ck. w/e. sorry to the others tho. i guess thats what love does to you. i guess it would just be nice if one of you cared. if you havnt notice i care about him alot and this isnt just a crush. he makes me so happy i dont nkow why you guys have to bring me down about it. hes always on my mind. im going to england just to see him. yes he lives in england. sarah is coming with me. its going to be the best thing thats ever happend to me, im going to meet his friends and family. i cant wait. ilovehim.
i dont know what happend but me and ashley were friends for a while. i didnt like it. i missed her. i laughed so hard with her and shared so many memorys. 7thgrade was amazing and i wish i could have it back. so many firsts with her that ill never forget. im glad she found andrew and that she loves him its what she needed. were friends again and im really happy about it. hopefully we will be hanging out soon cause i miss her. azz always made me smile.
another sad story. me and mallory werent friends for a while. reason:unknown. but were friends again. and im SO incredibly happy. i missed her so much. i missed our talks about ..well the shit we talk about. and i cant wait to hang out with her. im really happy shes going to my school this year. i cant live without her for much longer.
i pretty much met, started hanging out with, and fell in love with lauren and rachel this summer. i remember the first time we all hung out. me,sarah,nicole,rachel, and lauren. we went and saw kicking and screaming. GAY GAY GAY! but i had a good time with them. their increible hilarious and those 2 can always make me laugh. vat is dis vater you speak of? iloverachel! and lauren oh man you crack me up ..listening to disney in sarahs room and just flat out fucking around at sarahs. you dance like shakira!! your so talented!! your a lucky bitch with your industrial ..shit i almost typed international. ok well yea iloveyou both soo very much.! bffe
::throws up:: i love fall out boy but mtv fucks them over. the youth sucks. their are practically no true music fans anymore. they know 1 song from mtv and they looove fall out boy. they listen to whats on mtv ..not the actual music or the lyrics or whats on the rest of the album ..just whats popular cause to them thats what matters. if your going to love a band be honest about it and buy their cd. chances are your going to like it if you like 1 or more of their songs. this has happend to way to many bands. fall out boy, my chemical romance, the used, hawthorne heights,green day, bowling for soup, blink 182, and many others. im not saying im a perfect person cause im no where near it. and im not pointing finger so dont criticize my opinion. im just watching all this happen so fast and it frustrates me. ive talkd about it with my friends and they feel the same way. this is MY livejournal and i write what i think and feel so here it is, this subject bugs me and many others, its important to me so if you dont like it just click out and forget about it.
emo. im sick of hearing emos are gay. emos cut their wrists and people calling them emu's. emo is NOT gay and its not all about cutting your wrists. ive actually done research on it. its a hairstyle and a music style. its short for the word emotion ..obviously. if you didnt know that smack yourself please. or let me. yes some of the guys wear chick pants and eyeliner, suck it. its there choice, im yet to know why though. when i find out i will tell you. emo is also i guess .. a way to dress. dont stereotype them as cutters. emo music is just ..flat out emotional music. its not gay music. its good music you just actually need to listen. the lyrics are better than the shit that 50cent puts together. if you dont like emo then i guess thats to bad. dont im me or call me or just flat out tell me you dont like it cause i honestly dont care. im only writing this to straighten things out.
just cause guys kiss doesnt make them gay. they can if they want. they do it for the same reason girls and guys kiss. cause they can. if they are gay ..alright thats cool their choice i completely support them and you should to. i guess if you think its gross and gay your insecure about your sexuality. you think that if you made out with a guy you would feel gay. their secure enough to know wether they are or not. sad on your part i guess. thats how i see it. anyone else have any opinions?
disney is fucking awesome
i got in a pretty bad fight with tiffany and brittany this summer. it was all stupid. i thought tiffany was saying shit and didnt think to ask her. and then i just jumped to way to many conclusions with brittany. n im so sorry about all of it. i got many enimies in the process. annie and claire for example. but im not going into that. i dont have a problem with them. i apologized to them and they accepted thank god. and now were cool and im glad. i missed tiffany alot. she was my bestfriend for so long it was so weird not talking to her. but it seems now i can talk to her more about guy problems and shit. and brittany ..how could i not miss brittany. shes so incredibly loveable. and nice. shes so fucking cool i love her. and im happy were cool. iloveyouboth!
nickk! ok we go so far back. farther than anyone else. ive known you for 5 years now. and i know you remember 4th grade. uhm good and bad times i guess. but im really glad that after 3 years i think we started talking again. your a good friend and your really funny. your different and your not like everyone else and i love that about you. your not scared to be different which is pretty fucking sweet. stay that way! oh yea! you still have to headbang for me so dont let me forget =)! iloveyou
wtf that pictures really small. oh well. STEVO! my emo lover. oh god i love you. you have to be the nicest person ive EVER met. your always so nice to me. i just started talking to you a while ago ..but i feel like ive known you forever. your GOiNG to talk in spanish for me. and make me chocolate chip waffles. and im nice to you becuase you deserve it. and your nice to me when alot of other people arent. im lucky to be your friend and i hope we only get closer as times goes on. iloveyou!!!!!
i dont know what your problem is and why you have to bitch so much. we talk about jason alot. big deal. we dont talk to you we talk to eachother. we only talk about him to you when you ASK ABOUT HiM! so leave it alone we can talk about him if we want. and we do so we will.
ok well there it all is. it needed to be said. im glad i said it and i really do hope you sit down and read it. its really important to me and it would mean alot.