today was a good day , i woke up and went out witrh tom and we got drunk and made cookies.. then i went oer to cliff and jills and did someting i havent done in a long tome.. played D&D (man i can be a geek sometimes)

ive been doing alot of thinking lately, i have had alot of time to myself lately .. i sit up at night and think ,, its all i really do anymore.. ive been thinking about me.. where did i lose myself ( Read more... )

im fucking done, im done being sad over you , im done caring.. im just done.. i did everything i could, i bent myself over, and inside out for you , i did everything!!!  YOU were the one that ran away , YOU were the one that left , im tired of wondering what i did wrong  I DID NOTHING WRONG.  you made me insane, your the one that broke me...you ( Read more... )

what sucks about today is i should be going to a phillies Game tonight.. My X wanted to go to a phillies Game ... me personally i hate baseball but she wanted to go so i was like ok, how bad could it be with you. so i put in for tickets like a month ago and told my boss why... well yesterday My bosses boss (VP of the company) came by the job site ( Read more... )

so once again i got deleted by my X... im not sure how to feel , it hurts, but its probably for the best, i know i am annoying, i dont mean to be , but it is probably for the best..

im going nuts, i need to get out of my house, but no one is around and no one will pick up there dam phone.. DAMMIT, GET ME OUT OF HERE!

here i am in the middle of another family picnic. sitting alone in my room. i dont know why , i dont get along to well with much of my family. i sit here and feel so alone , id rather be out doing something with my friends. or even just sitting at a dinner.i dont know why i always feel so alone , so empty.. its not because you left me , i always ( Read more... )

so many feelings i cant express,, so many things i cant say , so many things i cant do .. where do i start.. how about, hello.

here it is another saturday night , another beautiful saturday night. and here i sit , staring at my phone.. waiting. even with everything i know , here i sit. a hope is a hope , a dream is a dream , but they are all i have left.. my hopes and dreams...

"Just Go"

I'm kinda numb
It's so distorted
You left me here with this damage that you've caused
My tortured faces
I've fucked up places
In my memories none of them I've lost, but...

I haven't been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go ( Read more... )