I just called over to my girlfriend's house to talk to her. I didn't get her, but her sister told me that my girlfriend told me not to call anymore. The only problem is that her brother/friend called me a few minutes before and didn't say anything. I'm just really confused and don't know what I should do. Should I try and call again or just ( Read more... )

I always seem to have bad things happen in my life. I hate my life right now. I'm no longer together with a girl. My life sucks that I wish I would just drop dead or disappear from the earth. Anyone wanna join me?

Nothing new has really been going on. I haven't talked to my fiancee for quite sometime now. I don't know if we are even together anymore or not. Today, I am gonna try to give her a call and hope to talk to her. Only way I find out about her and what she's doing is from a friend who a lot of people tell me my fiancee is cheating with. I hate ( Read more... )

JUST WANT TO WISH WHOEVER READS THIS A HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!!!!!

Well, things are starting to get patched up in my relationship. We talked and managed to become one again. That I'm glad about. I also am upset because my friend Brian is getting screwed over at his job. Why does the world have to be so unfair? I'm also having a hard time looking for a job so I can get a car. I hate this.

I hate my life. Why am I such an easy target and so nice to people? I basically lost my fiancee and my life is starting to go downhill. I just want to have someone in my life and not be alone, but it's not working right now. I don't know what to do or how to live life anymore.

I have no update on if I'm still engaged or not. I did, however, get a phone call from our friend telling me that she is really sick and had to be rushed to the hospital. Unfortunately, I don't have a car or any way of getting to the hospital to see her so I'm just home here thinking about her and waiting for tomorrow so I can talk either to her ( Read more... )

I'm so down right now it isn't funny. I always seem to screw up in my relationship and it pisses me off. My fiancee doesn't need this but she wants to stay with me. This is my first serious relationship I've ever been in so I don't really know anything. She's stayed with me for over a year and I love her for that. I just feel bad that she has ( Read more... )

I think the title of the entry says it all. I hate my life because I'm unemployeed, loosing friends, no car, and a few other things. I don't know what to really do and need any help I can get. If you can offer services and advice, please respond and comment on the journal entry. I am also sorry for the entry being so short. Hopefully I won't ( Read more... )

I'm depressed it isn't funny. My fiancee and I just got over some problems, but now she is all over my best friend and he is all over her. I can't deal with this, I guess jealousy. It happens though everytime we get together. Why does this always happen to me. I don't know what to do anymore. She always tells me to trust her, but yet she ( Read more... )