Comments | jasper768: '' As I Say Goodnight To Myself''

jasper768

'' As I Say Goodnight To Myself''

May 19, 2005 22:09

I guess i really don't know where my life is leading me right now. its kinda like a roller coaster ride, lately it been mostly on the down side for me though ,like a really big hill and a endless drop, i don't know iv just not felt happy in a long long time. huh maybe its just me in a funk or something but just don't like it. i feel empty and ( Read more... )

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Robbie..... stormlovindj May 20 2005, 14:26:34 UTC

stop surrounding yourself in people who hurt you and creating destructive behaviors robbie and you may realize you DO have friends who care for you, you just push them away and hang out with a crowd who encourages drug and liquor use, and not in moderation either, getting high and drunk until you just dont feel the world around you anymore is NOT a method of escape, it is a defense mechanism.

Take a step back and reconsider why you are unhappy and you may start to realize you CAN be happy pretty easily.

-Mark. (im still here for you if you need to talk....even though i dont think u have called me in like 8 months.)

Re: Robbie..... limboestme May 21 2005, 21:20:21 UTC

If that was aimed at me then you have no idea what you are talking about. Rob and I fight because we love each other. Do you think I'd watse my time if didn't. And it's not a destructive behavior, it's mis-communication that leads to stress. And his issues stem from him not being happy with his current living situation. Not because of me ( ... )

Re: Robbie..... stormlovindj May 23 2005, 00:12:32 UTC

Andrew,

1st of all that was NOT aimed at you. it was just generalized
2nd of all..... how does one be robbie's friend when he pushes people away, so before you say your the only one there for him realize not only do i tell him CONSTANTLY to call me and tell him we should hang out, but im sure others do the same.....

Sorry if i stirred up drama with you, it was not the intent of my coment.

Re: Robbie..... limboestme May 23 2005, 02:44:58 UTC

its all good.. im just naturally deffensive.. prolly why people think im a bitch.. in reality tho, I'm more protective if anything.

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rachelle1342 May 20 2005, 15:24:09 UTC

I know how you feel to a point. I've felt a little lost lately and have a need to figure things out. Maybe we could hang out sometime. I hope to talk to you soon. Take care.

dionysus_09 May 21 2005, 03:56:01 UTC

Wow robbie, that sounds like something I would wrote (if I actually used my LJ), as if you read my mind.

Normally those kinds of feeling hit me like a wrecking ball just before I fall asleep, but then your mind resets itself in terms of emotions while you are sleeping, etc, and you are supposed to feel fine in the morning, but lately it doesnt seem to be working that way for me anymore....

P.S. call me biatch, your IM is always away =P

jrayhotboy July 10 2005, 00:24:49 UTC

you'll get out of it promise. Can only go up from here right?! ;-)