lately, all i've been able to say is that i'm happy. nothing is perfect. the winter stays cold. never is anything easy ( Read more... )

i didn't lie. and you really did come into yourself. almost there, but not quite yet.

goodnight.

i feel like i'm in school. not in the terrible way. but in the way where i dissect everything about the way people do things, everything that I personally find unsettling or distasteful and i try to understand it. Actually I try to see what it would take to pull the bottom plate out of the stack and take the whole damn system down. But what are ( Read more... )

"Jack, I never told you this but for so long I've wanted something like that, I wanted to have some kind of boundary, and this part you will hate but before you were gone and even after, I daydreamed abour car crashes. I wanted so many time while driving to flip, to skid and slop and fall from the car and have something happen. I wanted to land on ( Read more... )

she said last week, something about how we try to make things how they were ( Read more... )

"sex is good for the environment. think about it: all the time you're having sex, you're NOT polluting ( Read more... )

mostly silence with a chance of scattered chaos

i got some sleep. i just had a clove and some coffee...and i feel deliriously high ( Read more... )

it's sixteen miles to the promised land and i promise you i'm doing the best i can

new job- new friends- beach - and summer

more later...