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today just
hurts
all over

every part of me just
aches

i don't like this

i don't like me

i want to lie down and
rest

wow.
i want to leave.
right now.
not because of any one particular thing...
i'm just unmotivated.
i can't motivate myself.
at all.
it just won't happen.
i don't know what to do.
i'm going to fail all my classes at this rate.
i want to leave right now.
i love so many things about this place.
but i just can't do it.
i can't.
God, help me.