i think some people think i am super organized and think i am super stable.
and yet,

i feel like i couldnt be any more fragile.
im only trying to keep up the appearance of put-together.

life is too much to handle sometimes.

i live in denial of a lot of personal issues. i dismiss them all with the thought:

i'll figure it out when its a problem.

I.
THINK
I.
FELL.
IN.
LOVE.
WITH.
SOMETHING.
THAT WAS.
NEVER.

REAL.
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT.
where is my life going?

new semester.
new start.

im exausted.
under-slept.
over worked.
over-caffienated.
exams- please end.

And in the end
We lie awake
And we dream
We're making our escape

And in the end
We lie awake
And we dream
We're making our escape

.

IT IS MMY BIRTHDAY.

im eightteen.
that freaks me out.
nevertheless- there are serious perks to it.

WHERE DID TIME GO?
everythings come too soooon!

imm reaaly reaaally excited about my futtuure.
ive got myself a plan. one that doesnt go TOO far in the future.

ive realized you cant plan so far ahead of yourself- because who kknows what the fuck can happen from now till then.
but i feel really ready for whats to come!

TODAY FUCKING ROCKED.
kat/lee/ me played kings.
did somee truth and dare.
answered some door naked.
IT WAS KIK ASSSSS.
kat says: BUMMPING
lee says: this night was AWESOME. we shouldve taken pictures of me naked answering the door.
kat says: I SAW LEE'S BUTTT!!

i wish more peeps wouldve came; because my nigga ass is crunked!

i think i wanna make this puppy friends only.
sorry strangers.