ive been thinking -
im really fed up of high school problems. and worrying/thinking about it all.
i think i just want school to start up soon, for gr. 12 to fly by and then get out and go to the u.

meet new people; start new shit.
make lifelong friends.

my mom told me me something the other day that really made me think. it was so simple. she said:

real friends dont exist at your age. trust is always broken.
& heartbreak is inevitable.

you know whats annoying as hell; when myspace gets so flooded with people online that when you try to log on, it totally screws up your computer. its taken me a good fricken 5 minutes just to open my own page up. sgcxbiu4hywiodgjxl[';bsd.

you know what, i take back what i said. travelling is only great when you have something to do where you're going.

not like when your parents force you to go somewhere you dont want to. and end up doing shitall for hours on end... they dont trust me enough to stay home alone for one night.
fuckin retards.

fyi - etobicoke sucks balls

drivers ed is so god damn boring!!!\ 2 days down, 2 to go.

my brother emailed me from barcelona today. it was good to hear from him.
sometimes i wish i could get that far away from home...

just leave this place and never look back.
travelling is great. change is good.

I HEART DAVID KUBACKI@#!#!$r

he's so scene.

i need a job. i shouldve never quit bk.
and i need to go sign up for drivers ed this week.
its been a week into summer and im getting bored way too fast.
big brother starts soon@!$!@
&& i get my braces off soon.
im kind of excited now.

lets hang out?

ps. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!

im really fucking afriad of growing up, and the future.

ive been getting these sharp pains in my chest lately... and ive yet to find out what it is. its like someones pushing real hard against my body and it almost stings in a way. i need to get it checked it, but how can you diagnose something that has no symptoms since the pain comes and goes.
im afriad of what it could be.

you know, stats canada called me the other day. it was kinda sweet, because for a the first time, i got to answer my own survey, considering how i worked for half of 2005. i almost miss the responisbility of working, like of knowing i was part of the team sorta thing. i made sure to leave on good terms too, because i'll probably be going back come ( Read more... )