I feel the need to say something to release the immediate pressure. Things are changing and I have little control over much of it and suddenly rather than my “let things be mode” I’m a bit nervous of the divisions and conversions and how everything is taking place ( Read more... )

repeat: Today I Quit.

End.

i got the offer. and the more i talk to my dad the more i don't know what to do.

i need to decide by monday.

i don't know what to do...

...

they will call on thursday and offer me the jobs and pay me much more than what i asked for ( Read more... )

when did we all stop being honest?

About 2 weeks ago I had a conversation with my dad, he told me I need to stop “obsessing” about finding a new job, that he realizes he played a part in this problem, and that instead need to focus on having fun. I agree. And although in the weeks that past after this conversation he still asks me about the jobs I’ve applied to (the number which ( Read more... )

i guess it's hard to say when. i think of myself differently now than i did. or rather i think of myself differently because people see me differently. in high school i think i was viewed as quite, confident, smart, maybe a bit mysterious. now im still quiet, but awkward in a different sense, indecisive, not so confident. steph tells me in ( Read more... )

holy shit. jana's engaged. congrats.

i stopped journaling. i stopped being completely honest ( Read more... )

Saw “Wings of Desire”. Beautiful contemporary play. Amazing trapeze work, and a multi lingual singer. Not a musical. Sand. Angels. From the Netherlands for there and here. Maybe onto ny? I love the arts. I need to do more of this.
Do more of this.