i woke up with this smile on my face.  it hasn't left yet.

you've turned everything your  
c  o  l  o  r  s.
i decided today that i'm not really yellow on the inside.
sex isn't important to me anymore.  in any way.
i'd still enjoy it.  but i don't think about it.
fuck her, and her and her and her.
i only tried because i thought they'd be nice.
but now that i think about it, they wouldn't be.

number one fan, if ( Read more... )

i've decided that i will never become a mathematician.  logs are for lumberjacks, not algebra.

i think i do this to myself.  heartbreak's a must.  whiskey and wine.  i'm still happy, but i know it probably won't last long.

please don't take this the wrong way.  i don't know if there's a right way to look at it.  because i don't know what i mean or ( Read more... )

hello my name is josh.  you may remember me from such television programs as Nashville Memories, an NPT special, and no others, really.

i think i'm going to start eating healthy because i have a nutrionist now.  joshua arrington the movie star might be alive for a few more years after all.

thanks for an amazing two days of my break.  and for ( Read more... )

i've decided that being a top-notch fuck-up is exactly what i want.  and i've got it.  and i won't be letting it go anytime soon.  i would like you to know that these nights on the couch with nick @ nite muted are some of the best i've had.  you're not going anywhere because i won't let you.

lilo and stitch was a mistake that disney is refusing ( Read more... )

my days are getting shorter and that's ok with me.  my days are turning into these almost pleasant stages where every face is either warm or cold, and some are much much warmer than others.  and it's these faces that make it worthwhile.  because while the nights are spent staring at a computer screen and listening to slow sad uplifting songs and ( Read more... )

i'd just like you to know that i'm happy.  yep.  that read right.

happy with a capital h and a lowercase !

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i am the second coming of christ.  i am what you have waited for, and i'm here.  but now it's over.  you've been waiting for the end of everything you know, now tell me ( Read more... )

freedom from my room.  finally.

Fall has taken over and i'm loving  it.  it had put up with Summer as long as it could.  Summer overstayed its welcome this year.  Attacking our home with heat waves, humidity, and sweat.  you see, Summer takes pleasure in seeing people suffer.  it loves watching kids peel their tee shirts away from their skin, ( Read more... )

reasons to avoid breaking my legs until january

i will finally be driving myself places

i will have two full length bright eyes cds

i will be done with this semester

i will have easy classes

c_h_r_i_s_ t_ m_a_ s

________time

________lights

________presents

by then, she might realise what a fool she is making of herself and fall for me like i'm ( Read more... )

i got a banjo.  it's gonna take a lot of practice.  because it's pretty hard.

but i'm gonna tame it.

and start playing bluegrass.  well, not really. i am going to play banjo, though.  and it's going to be badass.  i'm going to  play banjo.  a banjo.

i became a poet in a field today.  the words just started coming out.  no one could hear me ( Read more... )