It's been a while since I last wrote in here. A while since I've lied and a while since I've given anyone some type of hug or physical form of affection.
It's been a while since I've thought about myself and my own good, since I've thought about my grades, my school, and the teachers.
It's been a while since I've thought about where I am, where I'm ( Read more... )

so the most interesting thing that happened today was taylor almost gave me a concussion in soccer tonight.

and DAMN i feel so freaking good right now. i think he mustve knocked happiness back into my life and all the crap right out. but ya, i feel invincible.

i think he felt pretty bad. he acted like it at least. oh well. that was probably the best ( Read more... )

we do not inherit the earth from our ancestors, we borrow it from our children.

im hardly there, im hardly listening. bodies pass by and i don't see.
Im practically ignoring everything that people are doing to me right now. It's all negative connotation.

And starting today, I live a better life without the negative connotation. Even if that means ( Read more... )

saying goodbye this time, it's the same old story.

ADULT CONTENT. contains language, honestly, and only downsides of people. This entry may make 3 people look very bad, when in fact it's only the stated topic. If you choose to read this, unless you are one of the three stated in the main conflict, please do not let this reflect upon you in any way ( Read more... )

depressed would  be an understatement, to say the least ( Read more... )

something similar to meg ryans.

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Brain never stops ticking. Sometimes an on off switch would come in handy. A mind that's constantly cutting up and dissecting, looking for answers and commiting murders along the way. Is it the red wire, or the blue wire. Just pick one and cut, it just doesn't matter anymore. Or did it ever? Cause I could never control when the bomb would explode ( Read more... )

So today was really bad. Seems like every day is gradually getting worse.

When I woke up this morning I didn't want to go to school. I shouldn't have, for my own sake. I don't know if it's me anymore or if it's everyone else.

Got to school and Johnny brought up the physics test. All he said was "it wasn't hard." But it was what he said as much as how ( Read more... )

i kind of want to isolate myself.
The people I'm generally with at Dreyfoos I don't exactly want to be with. I might start eating somewhere more quiet. I just want to be alone in that goddamn school.

Anywho, I'm supposed to go to homecoming with about 20 different people but I don't really want to go at all anymore. It kinda sucks we can't bring ( Read more... )

 what just happened?

=sing.