wow sure has been a while

[jaxcityrocker]

Well i have not one clue to even think where to begin .. lots of suff has been going on in my life .. my friend ran way and i have benn worried about her .. but she is ok now she went home today .... me and james broke up on valentines night .. i was really bummed about that .. but now we are talking and i told him how i feel .. i want him to know

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[lester_burnham]

i really wanna cuddle with you too...i cant wait to see you on sunday...later beautiful

please read this!!!!!!

[lester_burnham]

the date is march 31st, 2005...i havent talked to you in a looong time...i think about you a lot...i shouldve payed more attention to you and maybe than i wouldve seen how much you loved me...but i was an ordinary boy (and nothings worse than ordinary) and i listened to my "friend" whom i hardly even speak to anymore (i think you know who im talking about) the person who made me choose between the two of you...im not saying its his fault b/c ultimatly i made the decision...and what a bad decision it was. b/c here i am over a year later and i still think and dream about you...stanger teells me that your getting maried. im happy for you but im also very jealous of the man that gets to have you. i hope he understands what he has... your probably wondering why im writing this to you. (that is if you ever even get this.) believe it or not it was a movie that spawned my actions (go figure) the movie CLOSER. the movie had james and heather written all over it. ive seen it a lot and i love it more than vanilla sky.haha...we had some great

Re: please read this!!!!!!

[jaxcityrocker]

Wow It has been so long I do not know where to begin I cant belive you wrote me after all this time I think about you often .. we did have some good times . Yes what stanker told you is true and I had a baby he is four months old his name is Johnny after his dad and grandfather ...we are all doing great I hope the same for you and I am going to try your # right now my number is 904-739-2931 I think?? I just moved ... I have been out of O.P for 2 years now but I hope I can talk to you soon there is so much catching up to do ...I miss you

[lester_burnham]

theres no way i can describe how happy it made me to talk to you. im glad you found the person your gonna spend the rest of your life with but im not gonna pretend that im not jealous...if you ever need anything im just a phone call away...