*sigh*

[jaximillion]

I hate days like this..i feel like i'm just totally useless. I don't understand why people can say they don't like someone that they barely know. I know that some people just don't get along well with others but usually theres something that actually happened to make them feel that way, you know. I don't even know why i bother being myself, or

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[koodlepufflum]

jacki~

dude, i'm SO sorry. you're seriously like, one of my best friends.. and if you weren't around, i would miss you SO much...i didn't mean for it to come across as a joke if that's what you're talking about, because i know it's serious...i just didn't really know what to say and i didn't really want to tell you, because i knew it would hurt you and i would never want to do that.. i really care about you jacki and i could NEVER hate you....you can always turn to me when you're feeling this way and i'll be there to help you out w/ ANYTHING you need. i'm here for you 24/7. seriously. whenever you need me, i'll be there. i'll stick with ya babe =)

i totally ♥ you.

~suzy

[jaximillion]

thanks. That made me feel a little better, its just sometimes i get it moods where i just can't take it anymore. Its not really you, and even when it is i know you dont mean it..sometimes i just can't handle it on top of other things that are happening in my life. (aka who fucked up my family is) I guess i'm just pereniod that everyone secretly hates me..and recently ive been like afraid to be myself..and that scares me. A similar thing happened in elementary school..and i just don't think i can handle right now without someone there who isn't constantly putting me down. (even if they are joking, or don't mean it to hurt me) My life is just so crazy right now..i just can't handle it all. I love you suzi.

don't feel bad

[anonymous]

Jacki cheer up Heather is still your friend

[blink1me8babe2]

omg jacki.... i'm so sorry if you're talking about when me and suzy laughed at lunch, we didn't think it was funny just didn't wanna tell you because we didn't want it to hurt you or anything. i <3 you so much jacki and truly think of you as one of my closest friends. I remember you telling me what happened it elementary school and trust me, none of your friends will let something like that happen again.
ok well if you ever need someone to talk to....i'm here.
xox
camille

[behindblue0eyes]

jacki
seriously, i know i havent known you for that long, but what you say annoys other people, really made me like you. if it werent for your personality we wouldnt even know each other right now, screw the people that think that about you because your an awesome person and you will ALWAYS have people who care about you <33

[jaximillion]

thanks, we really need to get together billy. i <3 you!