so, its been awhile

[jay1987]

its been a long time since ih ave posted and a lot of shit has definitely happened. i am ready for this semester to be over with, its been rough for m any reasons, and i want, yet, another fresh start in january

Comments

[timniehaus]

You're looking awesome. Props to you for getting back on your feet after the attack. You're a strong guy and will continue to get stronger. Best of luck with the rest of this semester. And, I'm here if you need to talk. :)

[john1082]

1. Welcome back
2. Apparently at least two of us read your journal
3. There is NO excuse for the attack. I wonder, however, how hard the Warrensburg police are working on the case. Would hate to say that they'd blow it off because you're gay, but they might.
4. Don't stay away so long next time.

[john1082]

police are taking care of it, i was upset that i said the wrong address that night cuz i was so shook up that i didnt figure that out til i got the re port, so it shows they didnt go to the actual house. but doubt the guys could be caught anyway. i got the paid membership email, you did not have to do that, that was a very kind and very generous thing of you to do~

[john1082]

Now you have no excuse for not updating more often.

BTW, back in '77, when I put in my 'dream sheet' with the USAF to pick my assignment, Whiteman AFB there in Knobnoster was my first choice. The farthest south of the Minuteman bases. Instead I got the 446th Strategic Missile Squadron @ Grand Forks AFB in North Dakota - as far north as they could send me.

[spiritforest]

Really sorry to hear this news Jay, people can be such pathetic intolerant assholes, hope everything is better now -HUGS-

Have a good move.

You look so cute in the new pic :)

LM

[mattieuperrin]

Hey...,

I am sorry for what happened to you. These people are trying to elevate themselves by putting you down.

The best revenge is rise up again, and again, and again. Show them, whoever they are, that your spirit will NOT be beaten down. These cowards had to gang up 3 on 1. Each of them didn't have to courage to attack you by themselves.

At this time, there are tons of resources for gay people. Read up on groups that provide information about anti-gay victims. You'll only grow stronger. It may not seem so because right now, you feel violated and humiliated. But as you soul-search about why these nobodies did that to you, you will become a stronger person than you ever knew you had it in you. Let your anger carry you to action. The best revenge is to do something about it. Read up on these topics. Be knowledgeable about what commnunity groups are in your area that you can really get involved at.

Feel free to ask my anything.

Matt

[agriking]

Aww, I'm sorry you had to go through that. Remember, the best revenge is to live a good life.