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All in all, I'd have to say this summer was pretty crappy. It was not anything like I expected it to be. I expected this summer to be like the best I've ever had, but instead, it's one of the worst. It's true, there were some great moments, but overall, it sucked. The Hart basketball team was not what I expected (if I had known I was only gonna play like 3 or 4 minutes a game on average, I would never have tried out for the team). Then, after I was done with that, I expected that 24 days at Camp Hess Kramer would cancel out the basketball. Again, I was wrong. I would never have pictured this session to turn out the way it did. If I could, I would tell you guys everything, but I can't. There is just too much stuff. Ben and Adam could probably figure out why I didn't have that great of a time. I had some friendship problems and cabin problems that I've never experienced before - you know, some bonding issues. Basically, I hope that stuff never happens again. Of course, there were some good times at camp, like the last night with the banquet, a few evening programs that were fun, and the cabin activities at night. But I never expected all the other stuff to happen that did happen. The past 6 days being home from camp have been horrible. My mom has found out about a lot of the stuff that we did at camp, and she's pissed at my counselors. She's still deciding if she's ever going to send me to camp again. Today, I broke up with my girlfriend from camp. She wasn't the type of person I thought she was, and now I feel terrible because I realize that she was pulling me away from my best friends, and that's very bad. At least now I can go back and be the person that I was before all this mess. I won't have to worry about a girl now, and I can hang with my best friends again like I used to. I guess what I'm really trying to say is that most of this summer has been my fault. I've made bad decisions that have been costly, and I've gotten in major trouble for them. Then again, I guess that mistakes are a normal part of a teenager's life. All teenagers go through a stage where they make mistakes, and the only thing on my mind right now is to learn from them. It's been a summer of change, some of it good, most of it bad. I just have to get it in my head that life will go on. All of this stuff that's happened, it won't matter in a few years. Oh well, life will go on, no matter how bad things get. That's all I have to say.