Just livin' it up!!

Summmmmmer!!!

haha - i'm so happpy!

:D

Wonderful weather today, too bad everydays not lyk that ( Read more... )

I am so very happy!

This summer has been quite wonderful so far!!!

hangin out with all my lovely friends, and spending lots of tym with ryan!!!

i have the most amazing boyfriend, and i couldnt be any happier with anyone else, Ryan i love you more than you'll ever know, this is something special!!!

I have the very best friend in the whole ( Read more... )

k so forget my last entry, i was just upset, so yeah i'll be writing again, haha, and if you doont lyk it, dont read it.

So yeah, today ryan and my brother and kelly came over for supper and we played skip bo and my mom was drunk and kelly was a lil tipsy haha that about sums up my night lol it was quite, interesting haha!!!

i'll write more later

Fuck this...
I'm done with writing in this...

so i havent updated in awhile, and this isnt gona be a real update either but i'll just let you all know basically wats been going on, i havent been writing lately because i've been very busy playing with my friends, and haveing a wonderful summer swimming camping just hangin out i dunooo lots of fun stuff!!! i've been hangin out with Ryan a lot ( Read more... )

i seem to always be waiting around, all by myself for everyone else and it sucks and makes me really anxious yeah, i'm so sick of shyyt! incase you havent noticed, i'm not in the best of mooods, I feel so completely A-L-O-N-E i dont know wat to do with myself i cant even begin to explain this pain, its everywhere, physical and emotional, i cant ( Read more... )

Erica, things suck with out you here, i miss you so much i would do anything to have you here and lay next to you at night and talk to you everyday and play and giggle and talk about boooooys haha god babe i miss you so much :( i hate this! best friends forever babe I LOVE YOU hope ur enjoying arizona to its fullest, i know you are, you always find ( Read more... )

Sooo things are ggoin good :) Sunday Erica lorennn called me :) so wonderful, i miss her tons. After i got off the phone with her, i went to the punchline concert!!! with ryan jade justin and jon, omg it was wonderful, i love them, and american hifi was good too. When american hifi started lil me got sucked into the mosh pit which i did not enjoy ( Read more... )

So, i've kept myself from writing until i calmed down a bit, so my whole journal entry wont be depressing. Erica left tuesday, it sucked so bad, things still suck she's my verrry best friend and i dont know what to do with out her, i'm so afraid things are gona change, but i know through it all these memories will stay and so will how much i love ( Read more... )