i thought one thing then i thought another.
i went from one end then i went to the other

i havnt slept in almost 48 hours
btw
work is ruining me

the night was spent sitting in the emergence room with my valentine(s) . full of morphine from her drip she mutters somthing about shooting guns. My body is still cold from running to the hospital in the freezing windy weather. now six friends sit in an overnight room at st marys medical center, spending valentines day together as a group, not ( Read more... )

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i move to san francisco tomorrow.

and that is all the news i have for now.

well now that the years almost over what do I do now. These past couple months have been very dull. I'd say the dullest in years. long days of sitting inside and trying to find something to keep myself amussed till eventually the sun goes down and then I feel bad because I missed the day. It gets dark so early. I have been jobless since I got back ( Read more... )

so that thing that always happens in movies is happening right now. you know, all your family is at your house and theyre always using your bathroom. and your waiting to shower and so someone comes out and your like "yay now i can use the shower" and so you get your towel and then someone else walks in ahead of you.... well yeah that has happened ( Read more... )

i have a very sick addiction to everything k records and beyond
cough cough...
maybe food poisoning , i dunno

so this year after trying to go outside and do some good ol jolly holiday (christmas) shopping ive come to the conclusion that its best to just shop online. i mean i tried man , i tried to go outside and put up with the hell that is consumerism and all that shit, but i just couldnt handle it. there was no joy, no bells ringing, just a bunch of ( Read more... )

so its been grey for the past 4 days now and I seriosuly love it. its kinda like giving me that excuse i wanted to stay inside and watch movies and play games and read books and smoke mj and nap nap nap. yes im alone , but thats alright with me, if i get lonely ill just go on myspace or something. i may never go outside again.