Here is my music. just two songs but Im gonna put two more up soon PEace and tatersalsa Cowboydown

Im utterly sinful.THe more wickedness I see in myself the more I relize that my dependence on Yashuas grace is required.And so where that sin abounds in me his grace does abound all the more.For I have found no good thing in myself.I fight the condemnation of my mind and of Saitin every day of my life.Jesus never condemns me.And when I know what I ( Read more... )

Me and Josh went climbing and repelling today for the first time in a couple years. IT was awesome. When you come off that ledge for the first time your thinking ,"ok, Do I have my harness on right? is the rope secured?" Finally you just have to say,"well, If I die I die" and you don't.And your hanging a hundred feet in the air staring at the ridge ( Read more... )

THe word persevere keeps a consistent resoundment in my mind.Along with its little friend contentment.I suck at both. Dont pretend that I dont.Dont intend that I wont.Couldnt try if I wanted too. Shallow as a kalamazoo.Wait a minute! THis isnt serious at all!

I met the keyboard player for Stepenwolf this week. Had my trucks parts spread everywhere and hope it dont fall apart tommorrow.My freakin race off my bearings welded itself to the r front spindal. I liked to never got that thing off.I tell you what I cuss like a sailer when I work or do stuff ( Read more... )

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Man. Life.Makes that diaphragm swirling feeling up and down into your stomach and your gut.Why do we write anything? We want people to hear us. We long for the comfort of those to understand to relate to awe at wht ever.Lets say attention. But why? Well I think it is inherent. From God. to always yurn desire that which can never be filled. So that ( Read more... )

I miss Joel. Hey this past weekend was superb!I spent the weekend in Asheville with Ben Avery ,Olivia,Josh and Johny and Sara Becker.We raised hell and had fun.Raised.Camped fell asleep on the top of a mountain In the sun on the side of Blue Ridge Parkway.Im studying to get my truckers license.Livin the dream.I was in Indiana today and it was ( Read more... )

It helps to have goals.Helps what? Well helps your mental state I think. Not just dreams or fantasized ideas but somthing that is attainable and plausiable.For instance, I would like to get married and have a few acres and have a home of some sort.And have some of the friends I have now, then.Like the job I have now I wouldnt of chosen it first ( Read more... )

Wake up ( Read more... )